Why does grief make you so tired if it won't let you sleep

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Why does grief make you so tired if it won't let you sleep
Over three years. They've been dead over three years while I waited until I got my shit together to reach back out and apologize. But I couldn't get it together in time and now they're dead. Forever. It feels like my mental illness has legitimately cost me everything.
I don't want to mourn, I want to scream
ive literally been female presenting for my entire life (i’m not out to family) and i still cannot figure out how to walk in heels. i had to wear a dress to an event this weekend and i was wearing 4 inch stilettos and i ate s h i t
help me why is batcest showing up on my dash screaming crying throwing up (bad way)
Healing is really a terrible process when you're an impatient bastard
Maybe dont whine at someone for not being social when you both A) treat all of their interests as annoying and B) can't even be bothered to respect their identity
Sometimes it really do be the little things