1/sometimes i ask myself
sometimes I ask myself if I'm the only one who feels this way, thinks this way. i get the feeling that I'm crazy because I'm apparently the only one who can feel this deeply. i've always had this feeling and I'm pretty sure it will always be this way. the problem is that I also feel the negative things so extremely. and I don't mean the negative things that you can fix and then forget, i mean those really nasty things that you've been carrying around for years or that were only scratched in five minutes ago, and I write "scratched in" because they never come out of you again. well, and if you feel them then that's just how it is and you just have to deal with it.
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