I'm in one of those periods when I just feel meh, I'm feeling down, don't have motivation to do anything, but at the same time want to do EVERYTHING!
I want to draw, I want to sew and make things! I want to write and I want to read! I want to rp and be social and have fun!
But at the same time, there is this voice at the back of my head: What can I draw? I don't really want to sew right now, maybe later. I can't focus enough to write, and if I read I will miss other things. And even if I want to rp, I don't want to enter the kingdom hearts fandom again, because I feel like I don't fit in and at the same time I don't have any other big fandom at the moment, and I doubt my OC would really fit in anywhere either.
Right now, I just sort of want to fade away and just don't have to think about anything.