#nolansmut

[grantszn]

i like your sweatshirt g.d

summary; based off of grayson’s tweet from like 2 months ago because i have no life, bit unrealistic towards the end but like go with it, let me live🥴

warnings; just some cute shit dudes

y/n pov-

posting the snapchat photo of me with a sigh i locked my phone and put it into my pocket. i was currently at universal with my family. i had been dragged here with them to celebrate my little brother’s birthday when in all honestly i wasn’t here for it all. a gust of wind blew causing me the shiver slightly and wrap my arms around my body enveloping myself into my hoodie. i looked down at it and smiled, i was currently repping my orange dolan twin hoodie. my favorite hoodie of all time to be exact.

looking ahead of me i watched as my parents were being dragged further ahead by my brother. where as i decided to keep my distance and trail behind. out of boredom i got my phone back out looking through my snapchat stories. i soon landed on ethan dolan seeing he had posted a photo with a filter of his location. ‘Universal Studios’. my eyes widened as i held down on it, my excitement soon faltering, posted 4 hours ago, they definitely had left by now. i continued looking through my phone before a voice caught my attention,

“yo!”

i glanced up looking around my surroundings before dropping my head back down as it was most definitely not directed at me.

“i like your sweatshirt!”

i now fully looked up looking in the direction of the voice. my eyes nearly fell out of socket and my breath was completely knocked away. standing barely 30 feet ahead of me was the grayson dolan. not even giving myself time to process what i was doing i dropped my phone without a fuck in the world and began running to him as fast as i could. i nearly died as i saw him start to run towards me a bit with open arms, squealing like the little bitch i was i jumped up into his embrace. feeling completely content as his arms wrapped themselves so effortlessly around my waist holding my up. my legs locking around his in the process.

“oh my god i love you so much” i mumbled into his neck as i squeezed tighter, is it weird to smell him?

i heard that oh so beautiful laugh that i had fallen in love with erupt from his throat, his chest rumbling against mine in the process.

“i love you too, what’s your name?” i heard him speak into my ear

slightly pulling away so i was still in his embrace but i could be face to face with him. my heart rate sped up even more if possible as i made eye contact with him before i smiled widely,

“i’m y/n” i let out a shaky breath as i tried to calm myself down

“y/n? that’s a beautiful name” he smiled

he held my waist before he began to lower me back down to my feet which i reluctantly went along with. as much as i wanted to continue to be close to him i didn’t want to seem too crazy. i never once broke eye contact as i continued staring deep into his eyes, is it possible to fall in love with someone all over again? that just happened to me.

“hey i think you dropped this”

my gaze dropped from grayson’s and i turned my head now coming to face and face with, ethan dolan... i cleared my throat before glancing down at his hand seeing my phone rest in it which also happened to have their phone case on it as well. i took it from his hand with my shaking one grazing upon his as i did so. thanking him i looked back up at him locking eye contact as well as he held a playful smirk,

“nice phone case by the way”

i felt myself blush profusely as he spoke my shaky hands quickly putting the phone into my pocket. i probably look like such a crazy fan, i mean like i am but they can’t know that.

“well it was nice meeting you y/n, hopefully i’ll see you around some time soon!” grayson finally broke the silence

pulling me back into his embrace i smiled warmly wrapping my arms around his waist as his draped around my shoulders considering he stood a solid foot above me. i squeezed him as tight as i could never wanting to let go but sadly i knew i had to eventually. slowly i pulled away from him as i looked over to ethan he also had his arms open wide just as grayson did before. my smile grew as i turned towards him and wrapping my arms around his shoulders as best as i could. i felt his arms wrap around my waist as he leaned back my feet slightly coming off the ground as he rocked side to side nearly squeezing the life out of me just as i was doing to grayson. ethan was the first to pull away as he smiled down at me the same way grayson had done.

“it was nice meeting you beautiful!” ethan smiled at me

he leaned down pressing a soft kiss to my cheek before heading back over to where they were sitting at prior. grayson did the same thing to me, giving me another hug as i felt him put something into my hoodie pocket. he then walked back over along with ethan giving me a wave goodbye. i stood there completely shooken up at all that had just happened. i cleared my throat before proceeding to walk away as well. i reach into my pocket to retrieve my phone so i could message my mother and find out where they had gone. but instead my fingers grazed upon a piece of paper, pulling it out i squinted slightly as the sun was beaming down on me and in bold slightly sloppy writing was a phone number. i took out a sharp breath looking around me but they were no where in sight this time..

did grayson dolan just give me his phone number?

[grantszn]

mistletoe (ethan)

okay this is deadass all over the place, it was 5 am when i wrote this and idk what i’m doing or what this is honestly, mistletoe by justin shuffled and i got hIT with feels.

summary: it’s your first year away from home and your roommate takes it upon herself to invite you over for the holidays and things were better than you could ever expect

warnings: none

word count: 1.7k+

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i laughed loudly as my friend cameron draped some tinsel all over my head making a huge mess. i was currently at her home for the holidays as i couldn’t make it to mine and it was amazing thus far, i felt incredibly welcome. i smile to myself as i reach up adding a decoration to a empty spot of the tree. quickly jumping back as the door slammed open, my attention was diverted to the front door. two boys who i’m assuming are cameron’s younger brothers, ethan and grayson, stumbled in practically covered in snow and had rosy cheeks.

“mother! we’re hoooome’ the taller one sung

almost instantaneously lisa, who was currently decorating along the fireplace and also sean who was warming the fire, rushed over to greet the boys. they pull them each into their embrace and i smile to myself at the cute moment in front of me. a larger smile forms as cameron rushes over to them and i see the excitement on the boy’s face ignite even more.

“cameron!’ they both yelled as the ran over practically tackling her into a hug

“okay, okay chill idiots” cameron laughed as she playfully shoved them away

i took a step back beginning to work back on a small part of the tree, not really knowing what else to do. i look around for another bulb but that idea falls short as the box was completely empty. i turn back on the balls of my feet nearly falling back as i lock eyes with one of the boys, woah. he was fucking beautiful. cameron and lisa must’ve caught on to where his attention was because they quickly looked over to me, cameron grinning ear to ear.

“oh shit i almost forgot!” she laughed tugging me over by my sleeve, ‘this is y/n my roommate on campus’

“hey y/n, nice to meet you, im grayson”

the other boy stuck his hand out for me to shake, shooting me a warm smile as he did so. i quickly lock hands with his huge one. shaking it gently as i smile back. i watch as cameron stepped away with lisa to go back to decorating.

“nice to meet you as well grayson, i’ve heard quite a bit of stories about you”

i chuckle softly as i remove my hand from his. my gaze quickly diverts to the other boys as i feel his eyes burning into the side of my face, locking mine with his.

“and you must be ethan” i grin widely, “it’s nice to meet you also”

he smiled down at me, gently taking my hand into his. he shook it just as slow as his stare never once broke from mine.

“it’s a pleasure to meet you too y/n” he smiled

- a couple days later -

everyone was currently scattered along the couch and love seats watching, How the Grinch Stole Christmas. all the lights were shut off and the only light that was provided came from the tv screen and slow burning fire below it. i snuggled up with cameron under a blanket. ethan opposite end of the couch, grayson passed out on the one loveseat and lisa and sean cuddling on the other. i had gotten to know the boys a bit more whilst the days had gone on as well. i learned that ethan and grayson were both 18 and went to UCLA and this was their first year as well. that’s just the main things i learned though, there were a bunch more details. such as ethan is older, grayson’s favorite color is green and ethan’s was red but now it’s purpl-

“hey i’m gonna go to the restroom” cameron whispered

she then removed herself from the blanket and disappeared down the hall. i decided to not get lost back in my thoughts so i snuggled up a bit in my blanket. i look back to the tv glancing over to ethan who looked bored out of his mind, scrolling through his phone. i chuckled softly scooting a bit closer towards him causing him to look over at me.

“what do you have better places to be?’ i teases as i playfully raises an eyebrow

he smirked over at me, locking his phone screen as he put it away, “well now i don’t”

my eyes slightly widened at his rather bold statement, the playfully air that had surrounded me turning rather tense before shrugging it off. it had been like this the past few days, the sort of tension building up more and mor- was he leaning in rn? i clear my throat and i flash him a smile before getting up.

“i’m gonna go use the restroom”

before ethan has any time to say anything i sped walk to the bathroom. i shut the door behind me, a sigh leaving my lips. i go over to the sink, leaning against it with the palm of my hands, looking at myself in the mirror. i run my fingers through my hair before quickly opening the door, jogging up to guest room that i was currently staying in. i go over plopping down in the bed, staring up at the ceiling as sleep slowly consumed me.

- christmas eve -

i slowly began mixing the cookie dough with the spoon, looking over at lisa with a grin as has kept telling me stories about the boys and cameron. her and i were currently making cookies while sean worked and the others were out christmas shopping.

“one second sweetie i have to check on sean”

lisa smiles at me as she wipes her hand on her apron and quickly disappears down the hall. i nod and continue to form large dough balls, placing them along the tray, rather carelessly in all honesty. once i was nearly done i quickly dropped the dough onto the counter as a i heard a voice.

“you’re doing it wrong” they spoke

i turn my head in the direction seeing ethan leaned against the archway, his hand tucked into the pocket of his skinny jeans, his cheeks rosy along with nose and a beanie on his head, they must’ve just got home. he smirked at me and came over before i even had a chance to protest.

he pressed his chest against my back, “let me help you”

ethan’s hand took the dough ball out of my hand and removed a chunk. he tossed it back into the bowl before setting it back into my hand, his enclosing over my as he ‘helped’ me form a better ball shape. my breath hitched in my throat as i felt his chest press closer to my back, now realizing just how close we were. my eyes locked on our hands as i didn’t dare to even look back at him. i felt his warm breath cascading along my neck, before he lead my hand to the tray sitting the ball down on it.

“perfect” he whispered into my ear lowly

his hand slowly trailed up, beginning to move the hair away from my neck. i stood still for a few minutes before realization struck me as i heard footsteps nearing the kitchen. quickly causing me to break away from the trance and go over to the sink. i turn the water on and put soap on my hands as i begin washing them and look back to him with a smile just as grayson and cameron walked in.

“thanks ethan” i smile slightly wider quickly looking out the window above the sink, watching as the snow fell more and more.

-

it was now 11:48am and everyone was asleep whilst i still sat in my room continuing to wrap up the presents. i grabbed the final gift i had and was beginning to wrap it before i realized there was no more tape left.

“fuck man” i groaned

standing up i go over and leave my room, quietly going downstairs in the direction of sean’s office. i know there was some tape in there. i gently push the glass door open and trail in beginning to look around his desk for any and having no luck. going over i then look through the top drawer.

“ah ha!” i whisper in cheer as i found it

i grab the roll of tape and turn around heading towards the door before my chest bumped up against somebody’s. i look up, my eyes locking with ethan as i dropped the tape onto the floor. his hands going to my hips to i’m guess helping my keep my balance as i nearly fell.

“ethan you scared me you idiot” i laughed softly

“i’m sorry” he smiles down at me a soft chuckle escaping his lips,

i glance up to break the eye contact as my eyes lock on the mistletoe hanging above us. oh that’s just great. ethan noticed where my attention was causing him to look up at it as well. i look back to him as a smile grows onto his lips as he looks back to me. his grip on my hips tightens as he pulls me back into his embrace and before i have any chance to protest he pushes his lips against mine. i instantly kiss back my hands wrapping themselves around his shoulders as i press my body closer to his. my leg slowly kicks up as i giggle against his lips as i feel him slightly lift me off the ground. after a few seconds he sits me back down onto my feet and slowly breaks the kiss, both of us quickly catching our breath. i open my mouth to speak but am quickly cut short as i hear the clock chime. looking over to it i look back to ethan my smile growing on my lips,

“merry christmas y/n”