#non fandom rambles

[bouncehousedemons]

Six years 💕

[ewanmitchellcrumbs]

Want to learn how to gif, but also crippled by the toxic trait of if I am not immediately good at something I do this:

[targaryenrealnessdarling]

Funny how my car decides to start making expensive noises the second I drive into Derby

Real funny

[gustafsnightangel]

When you’re writing, trying so hard to get the good juju going and flowing the way you want… and your brain is like fuck you… and what you’ve written is absolute shit… FML!

😡🤬😡

[bouncehousedemons]

Someone is coming at 8.30 this morning to replace our boiler, so naturally I woke up at 5 so that I’d have three and a half hours to sit and feel anxious about it.

[ewanmitchellcrumbs]

Me all day: I will delete this cursed app. The only mutual relationships I am able to foster on this hellsite are ones of mutual hatred. I hate it here. I hate everyone. Everyone hates me.

Opening the Flo app as I get into bed:

Oh.

[bouncehousedemons]

Max and I are reorganising the living room furniture, getting rid of some stuff and creating a nook so that my WFH space can be downstairs, instead of upstairs, so that my WiFi connection is better. Pulled out a shelving unit and found a huge, dead spider.

Me: awww, poor little guy, do you think it got squashed?

Ylva:

[bouncehousedemons]

TW: attempted sexual assault

This afternoon, while we were in a bar, a man followed me into the ladies’ toilets and attempted to push open the cubicle door as I closed it.

I went absolutely apeshit at him, to the point that the entire bar heard, and he quickly left.

Max and I left soon after, as I was angry and shaky with adrenaline. It wasn’t until we were settled elsewhere and the rush had subsided that I started to cry.

Max was really good, he stroked my hair and said all of the vile things he would do to the bloke if he ever got his hands on him, until I laughed. He even bought me a ukulele on the way home to try and cheer me up.

Something he said to me really struck a chord though; “for someone so tiny, you’re fucking terrifying when you’re angry”

But what if I wasn’t, what would have happened? And why should I have to be? I’m so fucking tired.

Anyway, I dunno where I’m going with this. I just needed to get it off my chest, as the entire ordeal has made me feel gross.