Jul 9
Every so often I wander through the women's section at Target and wonder how tf I ever thought I was a girl
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Every so often I wander through the women's section at Target and wonder how tf I ever thought I was a girl
Nonbinary vent art yipee
my gender is so confusing because it generally goes smth like:
yesterday: *after staring into a mirror for a solid 3 minutes* i think.. nonbinary? or... demiboy? *5 minutes later*, fck it, idc anymore. i'm jus a weird lil gremlin
today: *glances at my reflection for a split second* I AM TRANS BOY. NO ELSE. ONLY TRANS.
"Are you a man or a woman?" I am a Tower of Terror bellhop, and I do not know how to make it any clearer than that.
i love being nonbinary because i can be gay in every possible direction. you id as a lady? it’s gay. you id as a dude? it’s gay. you id as a dragon? extremely gay. there is no escape.
*wears binder for 10 hours accidentally* ouch my bones
*takes off binder* mmnnrrh no support eugh
*puts on running crop top* yes tight but stretchy n soft
Tbh its very hard/confusing to be a nonbinary/trans person with a penis because I am perceived to be a male presence despite identifying as non-male. This makes spaces very hard to navigate. I want to be a part of the women’s rights movement, but not as a male ally. I want to be a woman supporting other women, and i want to be in spaces made primarily for women, but because I have not/will not transition, I am damned to live on the precipice of every space.
And that is dysphoric, othering, and disheartening.
However, I completely understand that right now I cannot take up space in places made for women while looking the way I do. I do not want to make others feel unsafe, or intimidated. I just want to be a part of spaces that empower women, and to have my identity add to that ideal, instead of detract because of the perception of my existence.
Oh well.
man I like my tits sometimes but I don't how to dress with them. Everything I wear on a regular basis would look better if I was flat. But also I worry that wearing a binder will destroy them even if its not regularly? Fuck dog idk