Mar 5
If the transformation isn't painful I don't... Ok, fine, I still want it, but I'd be a little disappointed.
It's supposed to be agonizing. Make me regret ever wanting wings, ever wanting a tail, ever wanting horns. Make me beg for death as my flesh warps, skin tears, and bones crack.
I don't just want to change, I want to experience death. I want to experience rebirth, sobbing, screaming, bathed in blood. I want to feel new when it is over.