#normallyaspen

[normally-existing]

Shout out to all the kids who have depression and are having to think about their future for university/college and can't find their path because they can't see themselves having a future at all. You're valid and you'll get through this. Don't worry that you can't see your path as easily as others, it will come in time.

[normally-z]

If you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let’s get to know the person behind the blog 🍀

I know I'm an awful person I take forever to answer asks!

Anyway, my three facts are

I have a twin

I have never broken a bone in my body

I live on a farm

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@nic-is-here @joanistooqueerforyourbinary @jellybeanduck99 @potentially-a-human @thelunarmasquerade @why-should-i-tell-youu2 @shadows-come-early

[beerecordings]

Would he climb through windows/ sit at them until he is let in instead of using the door sometimes?

lmao i like that like they just come up to the window and he’s sitting on the steps of the porch at like five in the morning and they open it like “hello?? what the hell you’re doing??”

and he just looks up at them with big cat eyes n goes “lemme in”

Brother: “Is it locked?”

“…………. noes….”

Brother, deeply exasperated:

but then they let him in and he does that thing cats do to thank you where they brush their tail against you except he just gives like a two-second shoulder massage or kind of lets their heads bump together gently for once and moves off to do whatever the hell he wants they dk what he gets up to and they’re nor sure they want to know anymore

[lilakennedy]

Hey, please tag your stuff as discourse or rants, I keep seeing reblogs of it and it's kind of bringing me down

hey bub! i can go and tag my posts, but that won’t keep you from seeing reblogs of it, you’ll have to ask the people that you follow and the ones that put it on your dash! 

[normally-existing]

Write In Your Style

I got this from @izzyfandoms, whose prompt was Intrulogical - kissing in the rain. go check out her piece, which is so good, and her other writing! (she also has another wiys up with moxiety if that floats your boat)

I had a lot of fun writing this! I hope you like it

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If weather was becoming a permanent feature of the mindscape, Logan did not like it one bit. The only redeeming factor was that Remus, upon seeing the rain through the window, had beamed with joy and insisted they went on a walk through the forest in it. 

“Remus,” Logan paused, hinting at Remus to stop pulling him through the trees, “Honey, I am delighted that you find the rain so enthralling, but is it worth us both getting a cold?” A large drop fell from an overhead tree, further smudging Logan’s glasses and proving his point. “Surely watching from inside by the window would be just as fun?” Remus’s face dropped slightly, but he tried to hide the disappointment. 

“Stop being a grump and hurry up!” Instead of acknowledging Logan’s complaint, he turned and tugged on his hand, starting to run through the thicket again. 

“Slow down!” Logan had started to play along, and as Remus’s hand slipped from his, he began chasing him instead. 

After running for hours, Logan realised that he hadn’t seen Remus for a while, and simultaneously that night was starting to fall. 

“Remus?” He called, lightly at first. “Remus?! This isn’t funny anymore.” Panic was threaded through his words. Turning irrationally, he scanned the wall of trees and greenery that had been so alluring before. 

When a twig snapped behind him, he turned just in time to see the piercing green of his love’s eyes as he was tackled to the floor.

“I got you!” Remus laughed as he rolled with Logan, relieving any tension or fear he had been feeling. 

“You… I thought I had lost you.” Logan’s eyes glazed with tears as he verbalised what had been going through his head just moments before. “It is irrational I know, I am sor-” Before Logan could finish, Remus placed a gentle kiss on his lips, smiling kindly. 

“Don’t you dare be sorry, I am the definition of irrationality.” Still smiling, Remus moved so he was lying next to Logan, their hands intertwined. “Would you look at that? It’s stopped raining.” As Remus prompted, Logan looked at the sky to see not only a distinct lack of clouds, but also a galaxy of stars. 

They stayed under the stars for hours, pointing out constellations and playing in the wet grass. As they dozed off, Remus’s wet hair holding the smell of pine needles, Logan thought that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if weather became a permanent feature of the mindscape.

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Me, thinking about my WIP that I'm going to start posting soon: :)))))))

Me, realising that janus is a central character and that I wrote it before his name reveal: :(((((((

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Remus, 3 feet tall: Roman why are you so tall? This isn't fair.

Roman: I got all the height in the split.

Remus: this is bullying! I demand to see you manager!

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Remus: I got all the brain cells in the split

Roman: well that's cool, I guess you needed something since I got all the friends.

Based on things me and my twin have said to each other.

BONUS

Me, to my twin: you're a two year old

Twin: but we're the same age

Me: that means nothing. I got all the age when we split.

[normally-existing]

for the kiss prompt, could you do either 44 or 20 for Desleep?

20: kiss on a scar/desleep

“Hun, you know you’re beautiful, don’t you?“ Remy asked gently, heart aching when Dee could barely respond through their thickening tears.

“I... I..“ He stopped them, wiping the tears from their face.

“You are literally the best thing in my life. Ever. And I’m sorry that you can’t see that right now.“ Dee didn’t answer. “How can I help show you how important you are?“

“You can’t.“ Dee whispered. “Not without lying.“ Their head hung low, and they squeezed their eyes shut as more tears dripped onto their knees.

“Okay then. if I can’t convince you how important you are in general, I’ll tell you how important you are to me, because that is one hell of a long list.“ Before starting, Remy moved from the floor to be next to Dee, placing his hand on their back.

“Firstly, you make me feel better about myself. When I’m with you, I’m not the only queen around, and I’m sure not the most sarcastic. Secondly, you give the best hugs in the world. All them arms make hugs so comfy, like a warm coffee. And thirdly-“

“Please stop.“ Dee interrupted. “You say-saying all these... things. Lies. I’m stupid and... and mean. And I hate myself.“ Hearing his Dee say suck things about themselves, Remy knew what had happened. Someone had said something about his scales. 

“Babe,“ He took their arm and gently started to roll up their sleeve, “You are the most beautiful, handsome person I have ever met. And I have met me.“ He chuckled. “Babe, no matter what anyone says about you, you are the most gorgeous person I know, and the sweetest, kindest, most caring one too. So hun,“ he leaned towards Dee’s arm, and gently placed a kiss on the scales, “I don’t care about your past. I care about your present. Because you know what they say:“ He took a deep breath, and Dee looked up, a glimmer on interest in their eyes. “The past is history. The future’s a mystery, all we have is the here and now, and every moment I spend with you is a gift, and that’s why they call it the present. For us.“ Slowly, he trailed butterfly kisses up the scales on Dee’s arm, stopping when he reached their elbow.

“Everything’s gonna be alright babe, I promise.“

“Everything’s alright.“ Dee repeated, smiling back at him.