i must admit that pregnancy complications had been torturing me these past few days. my experience in catching neonates : crying, delayed crying, not crying at all, intubations are causing me unnecessary paranoia. the baby's wellness primarily depends on the adequacy of the mother's pelvis, her bearing down prowess, strength, positive mindset and her health all throughout her pregnancy. these and my deviating laboratories at first had bothered me, had made me hopeless and had made me doubt God's love towards me, thinking of its negative effects that can put me and my baby's life at the pedestal. but in the hope that baby max' coming out soon depends on the strength and positivities in life that i have to set my mind on with the support and prayers of my family, in laws and friends, julius, baby max and i will get through this in the name of Jesus Christ. thank you Lord for my laboratory result today has finally went down to its normal range. please continue to pray for me and this lil man in my tummy named, baby max :) #amotherslove #obligatorypreggyselfie #normalprogressivelaboratory