I don't know if I'm leaving or if I'm staying, but I just want you to remember, I will never forget you. I will find a way for us to keep in touch, I will. I promise. I will never forget someone like you Syd. You are one of a kind, you are an amazing girl. At first, I didn't even know you, but then I asked if someone wanted to hack me, and you said you wanted. I thought it was crazy because we never talked but decided to give it a try, and it was the best thing i ever did. We became so close. I love how when you are sad or your page doesn't work, you come and talk with me, you tell me what's wrong, like we have known each other for years. I love you, and I will never forget anything we had. Nothing. I will never forget how insane you are. How sometimes you are down and I will be here to cheer you up. How you will be sad and I will just be weird and make you laugh. I will always try to remember you of how amazing and beautiful and funny and cute and adorable of a person you are. That you are unique and you can never be replaced. That you can have the world in just one hand if you want to. You are amazing, and when we first talked, I never imagined we would end up like this.
I can't actually believe it is so hard to leave. I never met you and I feel like I know you like I know my sister, or my mom. I feel like I know you since you were born. If I do decide to leave, I promise that I will come on every week, and on that week, I will make sure, I will spam your ask box. I will make sure I will remind you of me, so you never forget me. You will be one of the reasons I will come on that week, I promise. I'm never breaking this promise. I just want you to be happy. I'll be here. I might stalk you a little time in a while, and see how you are doing. I just want you to know, that I love you. Don't forget that. You mean so much to me. God, this is so sad. I better stop now.