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Comes back here bc i dont really have anywhere else to share this soooo... My #ACNH dream adress!

My island is like 65% finished but i took such a long hiatus from thw game that i just dont connect with it anymore and I want to restart 😅 but i still really like it so, yeah!

#not hm #not sos #acnh #animal crosing new horizons #dream adress #acnh dream address

hellooooooo i am back again !!!! finished my masters and now im playing sos fomt and also working full time !!! but i’m here!!!! also trying desperately to care about acnh again so hmu if u wanna hang out

#not hm #personal

tl;dr: making art is hard

I’m having such a hard time with my art lately. I’m not too worried about being “good” anymore, but I just don’t know which direction I want to take it. Sometimes I want my drawings to be more simple, while other times I strive for intricacy.

It doesn’t help that I’ve been super self-conscious about being an artist in the first place lately. There was this image going around twitter a couple months ago that encouraged people to try to “picture” things in their heads. (You’ve probably seen the infamous apple pic already). All these amazing artists were replying that the apples they imagined were super detailed and life-like. I had never thought about what things “look like” in my brain before, but now I realize that I don’t see shit lol. I can vaguely imagine shapes and general forms, but they’re more like shadows than anything else. I thought it was like this for everyone, but I guess not.

And then it made me wonder if this limits me as an artist. I don’t have a clear vision of what I want to draw when I sit down in front of my computer. I’ve memorized composition rules, and the knowledge I have about anatomy is something I have to pull from my brain rather than my visual memory. I’ve looked at hands and drawn hands my entire life, but I can’t for the life of me picture them in my head?

So does this mean my art will always look “wrong” to me??? Will it always be so hard to decide what to do with a drawing? I don’t know what I want with this rant, but these thoughts are making me sad. Art is supposed to be fun, but it’s not if you’re constantly doubting yourself and wondering if you’re even supposed to draw in the first place

#not hm #ceci speaks #sorry for the long rant but I felt like posting it somewhere #I'm obviously not quitting art but I'm frustrated I guess #I've been an artist ever since I could hold a pencil and I'd like to be in a different place now that I'm 26 #it doesn't bother me as much that younger people are better than me but I would love to have a more clear relationship w my own art #thanks for reading if you did #also I realize most of these worries are fake things my brain made up but I don't like the thought of being limited by some innate #inability to picture things

I just had a tweet blow up for the first time ever and let me tell you, I hate it

Nothing bad has come from it, I'm just scared of attention *insert crying cat meme here*

#unimportant text post #not hm #all i can offer twitter followers is fire emblem unfortunately

Let’s go bois

#harry potter #hpwu #wizards unite #not hm

So Kingdom hearts 3 is being released next month and I’m...not keen? I used to be totally obsessed with Kingdom Hearts as a teenager, so it makes me kinda sad that I’m not even a little bit excited from just a nostalgia POV. It also makes me feel like I’m some sort of soulless adult now and that my inner child is dead lol. I’m just kinda like, eh? I have a vague knowledge of the games in-between the series and I feel like its going to screw me over if I do play it because I won’t have any clue whats going on.

I just googled when KH2 was released and...I mean...2005...