#not kinfession

[hetaliakinfessions]

n also. holy *shit*, thank you for doing that so quickly, i highkey didn't expect the posts to be gone in just a few minutes - alsa

It’s no problem, alsa!!!

- mod luxem

[rockin-kinfessions]

split in a polyfrag system recently and i'm feeling odd about it. i don't really miss my source much at all, it was shit, but i'm not a fan of the alienation here. i didn't get people in nevada and i still don't get them here. i don't entirely understand why we even need to bother with them. from a logical level i get it, i guess. this system has goals and whatnot and working with people makes it easier. it's just frustrating having to remember all the intricate little rules that if you break even on accident people suddenly decide you hate them. i dont like being out as a fictive. i don't know if knowing sourcemates would make it easier, i think i'd run into the same shit as usual where i'm just fundamentally missing something about how normal people interact. and i don't think the fact i don't feel very strong attachments to most of them from source interactions would help smooth interactions. i don't know. i bitch but i like this world. it's entertaining at least and i like seeing what it has to offer. i went to a park today and found out i like canopies and praying mantises. don't mind the heat. don't mind hot dogs either. i don't have to get people and i don't need people to get me. maybe its selfish to expect that without having the emotions required to form it, and maybe there's a base level of dishonesty i have to perform for people. it just would be nice to have connection without lying to them. -hank j wimbleton fictive

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[rockin-kinfessions]

I miss the partners I had in source so, so deeply, but at the same time, if I was somehow able to meet up with them or at least versions of them, I don't know if they'd want me anymore. Now with how we are now. A weak mortal with zero social standing, and Nothing to give. No ability to protect or power to look up to.

I'm nothing like how I was, nothing like how I'm Supposed to be. Why would Either of them be interested in me in this state? I'm nothing but my mind, how am I supposed to live up to who I was? I'll eternally fall short. I'll never truly be myself again.

-An Auditor Fictive

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[rockin-kinfessions]

CLOWN MISSES AUDI - ⛓️ ANON

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[rockin-kinfessions]

I just realized I should include who I'm a fictive of when I say shit huh. Anyways yeah fuck it, I'll own up to my confession at least a little.

I miss that stupid clown so much. Like fuck. My gay ass has been going into private instances of madness relaxification just to hug the stupid Tricky dolls. It's fucking embarrassing. Someone put a god damn bullet in my skull. It won't do shit but it's the thought that counts.

- An Auditor Fictive

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Side note, ya don’ hafta identify yourself if you don’ wanna. Made this whole thing anonymous for a reason.

[rockin-kinfessions]

not a kin. fictive. i have double standards to fanart and stuff because people drawing 2b's mask to be more expressive like squinting and whatever is funny to me and i like it but everyone else annoys me. i have goggles to cover my face for a reason. sometimes it works but generally i dont like it. not gonna be a dick to artists about it tho.

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[rockin-kinfessions]

return of the king 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

hell yeah

[hetaliakinfessions]

btw not a vague just a general statement - any ask that's not clarifying whether theyre a fictive or irl or what not will get automatically sorted with the kin tags!

i feel like that's fair as this is a kinfession blog and will just make the tagging process all the more easier.

so if you are a fictive or irl or whatever and want to show up in fictive/irl tags (idk what tags irls use?? XD idk im not sure just clarify what you identify as ig) please clarify it in your ask! ty <3

mod america☆