honestly i COULD wait for itft 10. aside from me being worried sick about what could possibly happen to my partner, (even though i highly doubt the TOTAL disappearance of clock. due to votes of popularity. and otherwise even if that is the fate breaker cuz derp probably rigged it, with such power they have MAYBE. just maybe total removal would not happen and the show technically couldn't continue due to clock being vital to the bare structure of the show) i'm also worried about what could happen to me. last thing i recall is the bus scene. everything about me, lucas, in canon is so mysterious and there's something underlying whatever is the deal. some hints drop that the episode will be mainly an episode focused on me which is bad bad. baaad. in the discord server it also stated that the episode will start with mars rover and you know who's in the bus with him? me.
note that i'm also getting an official pose for the wiki and a voice actor and that sort of makes me nervous too because it's just so MUCH new fragments information about myself in canon and i think that would alter my perception of myself greatly.. semi in a neg way and a pos way. something so lighthearted like the whole "happy birthday lucas" thing is probably going to be a whole angsty mess of an episode. but in hopes of this, i know it's not necessarily that good for me, but i will wish that the whole "who's lucas" topic will stick around in hopes or dettering any harm to clock. insert henry stickman distraction dance
one good thing though. ummm. i hope this episode shows me just enough. to where i finally get a frame of me smiling. haha probably not i never smile in real life so why would i smile in canon when i'm being bus-napped 🚍