BEST. FUCKING. CON. EVER.
Despite the heavy rain, we had a lovely time in there! Managed to see a bunch of good friends in there.
This whole thing got me thinking though.
Even though in the past I gave then more than enough reasons to just ditch me, they were still very kind to me. Makes me realize how much of an insensitive asshole I am at times. Pride is a bitch. They are probably never ever going to read this, but I am just sorry. I am sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused in the last months. I am sorry for being this huge fuckup. Part of me really wants to go back and just talk to every last one of them once more, but at the same time there’s this gut feeling telling me that’s only going to fuck things up even more. I don’t want to fuck it all up. They seem fine now. I am fine.
Anyway, it was a pretty fun day, all in all. Now it’s time to get some rest and enjoy my very last day off. I’m going back to the grinder on Monday; plenty of stuff to fix in Sburb.