#not waw

[nicodoll]

ok if youre one of the countless teens who whine and give crap to the teacher because the class you have "isnt important anyways" and complains "what am i going to need this for in real life" for every single lesson then youre awful

besides the fact that the teacher is using the lesson in real life by actually teaching it to you, in "real life"

high school is actually part of life, you guys arent fucking toddlers anymore grow up and stop blaming the overworked/underpaid teachers for everything. they have to see your ass 5 days a week for an entire year, are basically responsible for your well-being during and in constant threat of being cut of their career then and you treat them like garbage? fuck you

and even if you have no interest/are genuinely bad at the class, youre using real life learning skills anyways because you will need to train for a job when youre older and theres no stopping that, no matter what career you plan to take

you guys complain that youre given such a short transition to grow up and be adults but you dont even try at all

[nicodoll]

i absolutely hate 'people who work in fast food/retail are worthless' jokes what the fuck. do these people not deserve common respect as others? like even more-so since they have to put up with that shit almost daily? jesus christ. and the people who always make these jokes dont even have a fuckin job lmfao

[nicodoll]

heheheh youre trying to get a rise out of me arent you

  WELL I'LL TELL YOU NOW IT WONt WORK!! HAHAH

i've kept my cool in situations like this, i think.

like even after my first boyfriend, who was a total fucking creep and abusive as fuck tried the "im gonna play in traffic if you break up with me" trick, i still got out of that alive!!

and when my second boyfriend left me for someone else i still kept my chin up!

not to mention the countless friends ive lost because i rejected their romantic interest to me... haha gosh. its like if i dont want to kiss them my friendship to them is meaningless. man that is a riot.

now that im finally content with someone and this shit comes in my way, great

this probably a joke, whatever, but man... sometimes jokes arent my thing. 

  HAHA OKAY BACK TO GROSS TMI POSTS *HONK HONK*

[nicodoll]

um im going to bed now but, i have something to say first i guess 

i am young and naive, and those things arent a good combination with an internet connection

i have fucked up a lot of things in my life, some of which will never be repaired, but in this case i would really do think things can be solved more smoothly if we just

talk?

not angrily, not aggressively, and definitely not behind my back

please, lets just talk for a bit before you scribble over nice things like a frustrated 5 year old child

i have already lost a friend because of my decision to be with chris

ive almost lost one of my best friends because of someone trying to convince him to stop all connections with me because it made them uncomfortable

both of those people never talked to me personally about it... they both kind of just blindsided me

you would think that since im the main reason that people are upset that they would actually tell me why

i dont have a problem with losing someone if its really the last resort, but if you just try to cut off connections with me without telling me why first of course im going to get hurt

and just lashing out on me by scribbling over things is just bitter as hell... removing things with black ink wont solve anything

for the first time in a very long time im comfortable with who im close friends with, and im comfortable with who i love

for the first time i feel like ive made the right desicions

and appearantly thats becoming a problem...

if thats really the case, my inbox is right there 

[nicodoll]

[nicodoll]

is it... to personal to ask about your ex...

nah its finewhen i was like 12 i posted a picture of myself online and he thought i was cute so, without hesitation he asked me to be his girlfriend. he was like 20 at the time RIP and by ask he would constantly bug me about it. like whenever i would say "no im not interested" he would go on how he was "friendzoned" and how i treated him badly or something, eventually i got really sick and tired of it so i agreed to be his girlfriend

it was fun for a bit but back then my sexuality was asexual and he constantly kept asking to do sexual stuff and it made me uncomfortable, i think at one point while he was going on about doing sexual stuff with me and i said something like "dude i already told you that im asexual, why cant you respect that?" he replied "well it wont hurt for me to try to change it right? >:" RRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRReventually i broke up with him, with the reason being "this relationship isnt really going anywhere" i guess i still feel kind of bad about it because he helped me a lot when i was really depressed, but i just couldnt handle it anymore :,)from then on he keeps trying to talk to me and he still acts flirty, the first time i talked to him personally for a year he said something along the lines of "i'd still like to cuddle and kiss you" and "you still owe me a date" when i responded with a less-than-enthusiastic response, he said "nico-chan is too shy :3" god fucking damnitbasically the moral is dont date people from a nintendo fancomic forum's irc

[nicodoll]

[nicodoll]

fun and game