If I'm honest, I don't feel this way. Like I'm "enough" for my kids...my mom...like I will ever BE enough for all their needs. You can tell me I'm not supposed to be, but - that's who I am - that's what I do. I have a fiery fiercness in my heart that transfers over into everything. I love till it nearly kills me. I fight till I'm so exhausted, I need carried off the battlefield. God has given me tremendous strength...and I am constantly testing the levels of endurance my body can handle. But I've met my match. This year has beaten me down, beaten me up...and forced me to my knees, in good and bad ways. So I'm starting the sorting process: What is healthy? What should I release to someone else? Who are my tribe...and maybe just maybe, I reach out to them and let them love a little life back into my heart..... Not ALL things are good. Not all burdens are ours. I hope one day to be able to say I AM enough for today. I'm trying, not fighting it anymore by cutting the weights I've carried that were never mine to bear. I'm letting in the lighter side of leaning, and allowing power to emerge from peace. #learningasigoandgrow #notenoughforeveryone #andthatsokay