#notes archive

[keinievesarchive]

When this came through and cross you’re mind, and i know there’s a chance for you to talk about it. But you won’t talk to me because you probably think you’re not the one that i need ‬

And here i am threads by threads writing about my sorrow pretending it wasn’t my scream reaching for the tightrope

- Notes Archive, March 2020

[puremarula]

at least when we many were young the endless pursuit of popularity had no tangible reward, but now there's a paycheck attached to influencing and its deemed acceptable and almost noble for us all to spend copious amounts of time, money and energy to package ourselves into these marketable boxes

[keinievesarchive]

It’s okay, it’s not your fault Maybe we’re grown out of love Maybe it was never filled what we thought it would Maybe after space i’ll miss you Maybe we don’t need to worry anymore

I always knew I’m going to drift off from you So when it happens please don’t be surprise Because we’re this little dots on the rain We will never know where we going

And as i told you we will never be worry anymore And i know how tired you are with this We could always entertain ourself with flowers and photographs It’s always the same thing

But i think we’re going to be alright

- Notes Archive, July 2019

[keinievesarchive]

What are we searching for? We were drowning in words Where may be just another fantasy Who can tell which one is real?

- Notes Archive, February 2016

[keinievesarchive]

It’s easy to run away from it It’s easy to put it on hold I thought only time could fix these things But i was just running away

How am i supposed to do when everything felt daunting As i watched the world burn And there’s nothing i could do with it It feels like i’m losing every bits of me Which i left behind Where i could never go back to

I grow afraid of the fire so i ran to the sea Thinking this one could save me I swam away and get swallowed by the wave Can’t find anything than emptiness As i watched myself drowning where everyone’s breathing Wonder where should i ran to again to cease these feelings

I’ve been caught in my own demise I guess i did run but never escape I guess all my screams for help means nothing I’m the only one i have I’m the only one who can save me

- Notes Archive, May 2020

[keinievesarchive]

Memories floods like a dream And i’m not sure which feelings are real Feel like we are always close But i don’t know you anymore

I feel disoriented I still searching for a place to belong I thought we had that for a while

And you can leave tommorow morning When i woke up I would pretend that it was just a sad dream

- Notes Archive, January 2020

[keinievesarchive]

It was like a ladder on the sand Then what’s the point? I could’ve run even if it burns I wish i was braver then

If i’m drown now Was it my fault? If that so then Can i still be saved?

- Notes Archive, July 2019

[keinievesarchive]

At the times where everything’s getting hard  And the sun comes up  I pretend the light was warm, not burns  And everything’s seems to be okay  But when the moon comes I’ll be hollow again

- Notes Archive, January 2019