Ghost
I am drifting
I feel alone
Losing all feeling
My connection to the world
Is a thin string
Hold onto it for me
Please
I am in pain
But I am numb
I am lost
An echo
Sadness feels stronger
when you remember what happiness feels like
I wish I could forget
My thoughts are scattered
I’m sorry for that
I’ll write it all down
I can’t explain
I do not know how
It hurts in my brain
But it is all numb now
Distractions only last so long
The moonlight is fleeting
Hold onto me
I wish I was dreaming
I miss our moments
The ones we had
I feel like a ghost
I cannot feel who I am
You hold onto my lifeline
You do not know it
I know so few people
I am close with far fewer
It is lonely
But I do not need a crowded room to feel loved
I just miss you
I’m in a muck
I don’t know what I’m saying anymore
The sky is dark
It’s nighttime again
I’ll stay quiet
And pretend to work
While my thoughts drift like dandelions
And my brain is in a murk