October 20th, 2025
10 DAYS JUST VANISHED WOO HOO.
IDK WHAT IVE BEEN DOING
no but ykw like i talked to a friend today and i realised it not even tryna sound poetic but ive genuinely lost my spark my ego my will to have respect for myself my will to build myself and im just trying to have fun in everything. he was talking about he is sacrificing stuff to make it and all and then i asked him the ultimate question. HOW DO YOU NOT SLACK? well for the first time in my life i was outegoed if thats a word by a guy and that too mY OWN BEST FRIEND , he said "i dont have a logical explanation, my ego just doesnt allow me to slack". god. where did this go away from me. no but now, ik what i must do. ive spoken it and im gonna speak it again for the last time. i feel connected to this city cause im meant to be here. im gonna study hard. im gonna get a good rank. im gonna get into iit bombay. and im gonna stay right where i belong with my friends and family.
i hope i make everyone that thinks im good proud. i hope i dont let people down. i hope it works out. i hope i never slack ever again. i simply cannot slack. i was born to be undeniable in every domain ive ever existed in. ill get my spark back. ill get my ego back. ill get my soul back.
Tomorrow's Targets:- 1. Friction 2. WPE 3. Circular Motion 4. NLM Ex 1.
Inshallah i get what i want. Ya Allah make me successful. edit:- Lowkey only did 1.2.
