RANT!!
Let's say you're in a serious relationship with someone and you've basically set your relationship to where you guys can practically tell each other everything. And let's say you've also been treating that person like crap and they have the honesty and decency to tell you that you've been a douche bag and they're getting tired of it. You should honestly really work on that. But instead you do the exact opposite and make things sort of worse and you just push and push and push them away. They already feel weird just telling you how they feel about the subject but you just make it worse by not even listening. Even if you're stressed out and that's what causes you to act rude and negative towards them it doesn't matter. That person is trying to make you feel better about whatever it is you may be going through and you're pushing away the only person who really cares enough about you to even ask how your fucken day is and hug you and kiss you and fucken listen to your problems and you throw this huge bag of shit their way and make them feel crappy about them self. They start to look at them self differently and soon you begin to make them feel stressed out and while you're out having the time of your life being a fucken douche shnozzle they're sitting at home going on the computer listening to depressing ass fucken music and crying because they don't feel good enough. Don't you think i have any fucking problems? The one person i would wanna go to with my problems is treating me like shit! when i just need someone to be there for me but i don't wanna be selfish. When i'm the most un confident person in the world and you make me feel like the worst shit in the world. I feel like i'm the ugliest shit to ever fucken have been layed on this planet and when i tell you how i feel, you say "I'll try." I just. I don't know what to do. I'm sitting here crying my fucking eye balls out and i'm seriously trying. Obviously i'm trying if i'm still with you. I just wish there was some equality up in this bitch.