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I bend over fucking back words to help people for what? fucking nothing...

and then people like yourself, go off and say shit like "i didnt ask for your help" "i didnt ask you to text me" you're right... you didnt, you didnt fucking have to. I did it on my own to help you,, to make you feel like a better person because you really arent what you think you are.... you are so much more then that. Your thick ass skull just wont let it into your brain. Im the type of person who will go around trying to save the whole damn world and not give two fucking shits about herself! just to make others happy! I try to be "that one person" that everyone wishes they had,, i try to be that for everyone and im just now realizing that its people like you who make that fucking impossible. You cant just take it and be happy... because i know your happy... i know you like it, you like the idea that someone actually cares,. you do. you just dont want anyone to see it. your scared it might go away, might be TAKEN AWAY from you. I've seriously beat myself up all day other this because all i can think about is wow... he is probably having a really shitty day now and i just wish for one second i could change it... just make that person feel okay for one second... and it sucks when someone wont let you do that. it sucks. but you're right. Im sorry.... im sorry for trying to do the right thing, im sorry i pretended to know you... i dont know anything about you, you're right. I only know one thing... and it seems to be your biggest damn problem. and im sorry for trying to fix that. im sorry for everyone i tried to fix and even the people i did fix. i never asked to be in a relationship, i dont fucking want to be in another one of those fucked up things people call relationships again. I wanted to be that person that made everyone feel somewhat good about themselves, and you people dont give two fucks! so fuck you and ya... fuck you.

P.S. leaving was the worst thing i could do?? ya im sorry about that. i really am, but i was tired of slowly being pushed away. For someone who has been pushed away so hard, and the damage that it made is so clear on you, you are one of the biggest pushers i've ever met.

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