#notquitepersonal

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It’s not (fucking) funny anymore

It’s not

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Well (he’s) not posting on his tumblr

Just for the attention

Cause that’s just ridiculously…on

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I don't care that we're different. You know? What I care about...is you. I care about you. Okay? And I didn't say it. I should have said it, but I didn't because...uh...well, cause I am an emotionally insecure source of your discomfort who is not good at expressing his feelings. Probably because I've been on my own my whole life. It's not an excuse. It's just...it's why instead of telling you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me, I make jokes about your ears and tell you that you try too hard, when, you know, the truth is: I just don't want you getting hurt because no one else in the world matters more to me than you do.

I have unresolved childhood trauma that I refuse to discuss because being vulnerable scares me.

And I didn't join the ZPD because I wanted to be a cop.I joined because I always wanted to be part of a pack...and the thought of losing you scares me because...because you're my pack.

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“Zoey constantly feels like an outsider, and is always providing ideas to make sure she is irreplacable.”

-Ji-Young Yoo on Zoey of K-Pop Demon Hunters

(I get it. I do. I feel this. Even when I think I’m secure in a situation. A friend group. A job. There’s always that feeling of being too much and not enough.)

I love her, your honor.

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Leaving this here just in case people peruse my account

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“Meanwhile, shifty-eyed crocodiles lurk by the water’s edge”

“Lurk…lurk…lurk…”

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I still believe this is one of the few times a radio edited word or phrase enhances a song.

“Ruin my life” hits so much harder than “fuck up my life”

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And lately, I've tried other things

But nothing can capture the sting

Of the venom she's gonna spit out right now