I gotta say, that is the single most difficult thing anyone has ever asked me to do. I usually like to challenge my strength and strive to become stronger in my faith; except this, i'm not really sure I can do. As much as I wish I was strong enough, the truth is, i'm no where near as strong as I need to be to succeed in this. But I guess I gotta try even though it's going to hurt like hell because in then end, Allah did promise that whatever he takes away from any one of us, he replaces with something better. I just pray that given time, this grows to be an easy task. Ya Allah, please grant me the strength and capability to completely let go for your sake and your sake only.









