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The Liar

Before I tell this, ask yourself? Am I a liar? How many times have I lied to my friends? My family? And to Myself?

Because this is based from my events.

I am a liar

A big fat liar.

I make up stories to tell people of how an awesome life I have. To tell people that hey, I can be what you can be and that’s Horrible of me. Very horrible of me. Call me a horrible person but yes I am.

Honestly, I dont deserve anyone. I dont deserve my family, my friends and myself. I am a lying machine. I wont exactly tell what were the things I lied about but here is the story.

I am 16 and I havent went outside of the house even once, I havent “commuted” by myself or went to the mall to bond with my friends. But here is the thing. I WANT TO GO OUT, But my parents dont want to.

So what is the effect on me? I make up stories that I did the most spontaneous things and that I am so big on things. I dont want this but insecurity posses me and make up my words, make up my actions.

I am insecure.

I envy my classmates and friends who get to go out, even just once for awhile,I want to feel the feeling of going out with friends, I want to feel free. That now that i am atleast 16, the least they could do is grant me puny freedom.

That is what all I ask for. I want something amazing to happen to my life because I dont know. What am I to tell people? That “Hey, did you know, the ceiling of my house turned green today?”

I envy everyone. I ENVY YOU.

I envy your freedom.

I dont even have freedom of speech anymore. I cant have it in this house.

And you know what I want to do now?

I want to change myself.

I WANT TO CHANGE.

I want to be someone I am. I want to be someone and not a liar. Not a person who is a lying, betraying freak. I dont want envy and I will change. I will.

Because it affects everyone. It affects the people I love and I dont like that. I dont want them to feel disappointed of me. I dont want them to feel sad.

I want to change and I will. I will.

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Happy birthday to you my love ! 🎉🎂🎊 Celebrating your birthday for the 8th year today together is great. You're the greatest and I wish you nothing but the very best in life. Thanks for everything and thanks for being you. Our kids and I love you so very much from the bottom of our hearts. May you continue to smile, be happy and grow to be the amazing person I know you are. Love you to the moon and back 😘💕😍 #lovehimtopieces #betterhalf #happybirthdaymylove #november292016

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