Oct 24, 2020
I'm high, kind of drunk, and I feel nothing and everything at the same time. In 2 weeks I'll be headed to the motherland... maybe having my angels close will help me. Lo que diera por verlos, los extraño.
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I'm high, kind of drunk, and I feel nothing and everything at the same time. In 2 weeks I'll be headed to the motherland... maybe having my angels close will help me. Lo que diera por verlos, los extraño.
I've been doing these injections for a while now. I just switched to an older version of the injection, and last week this happened... not only does the actual medication BURN but it bled so much. I now have a nice blue/purple bruise on my right thigh. I am having SO much anxiety about doing this tonight. I physically feel like I cannot do it. My anxiety is so bad right now... I don't know.
Good night.
I keep smoking, hoping it helps my pain... I just don't know what hurts anymore... my body or my heart...Help me stop breaking my own heart...
My heart is so broken... I saw forever with you. I hope that someday you look back and realize how much you fucked up. I want to scream, every inch of my body screams to feel you close. I love you... I'm in love with you. 5.8.18
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I can't believe you did this. I am disgusted, disappointed, and just heart broken. Even the way you acted yesterday. I love you so much but I can't even begin to express how much anger I have inside me because of this. We just wanted answers and you managed to make us feel like shit. I hope you find what you did worth it. I hope you realize the mistake you made. You have no one to blame for this but you. You did this...
2016 was full of lessons and blessings. Day 2 of 2017 and I'm scared to make that phone call. I just want today to be skipped and I want this to not be real... On another note, my boyfriend isn't in bed with me so now it's 6:03 am and I have no one to talk to. I feel so lonely right now.
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I'd really wish you'd just be honest with me. Thanks for blowing me off. I should have seen that coming, my mistake for thinking you weren't ANOTHER cali fuck boy.
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Today I thought about you. While the sky was cloudy I thought about you. How I haven't heard from you in months. You tend to come back into my life right about this time. When I finally stop thinking about you. You're fucked like that. You come back into my life to mess it up with empty promises and pretty words. I hope you don't come back this time. I hope I don't hear from you again. I really hope you get your shit together. I will not mention your name, not even when I'm blacked out drunk... you fucked me up.