oh my god oh my god i ,, we did this sharing our inspiration thing in groups of like five and i brought my madoka manga and I! ALMOST! STARTED! CRYING ! I AM ! SUCH A ! FUCKING LOSER!!! WHAT THE HE CK
madoka means a whoooole lot to me what the heck and now everyone KNOWS i'm a giant loser that is the first impression of me people will ever have
i am. incredible
anyway so
and hm we got a sketchbook today, and i'm trying to draw in it A TON because we have to fill it by the end of the month (and i also need to draw some amazing stuff in there to shake my "cries about magical girls" rep. h )
i've met some cool people too! in my animation class, there are a few neat people who i've gotten to know a little bit, and i actually sat with people for both (Both!!) of my meals so that's good too. i'm glad i actually MET the animation people because i kept accidentally sitting with theater kids and nothing against theater kids but theater kids.... talk a lot,,, a bout theater,, with other theater kids
and nnnow,,.... i have about an hr before dinner starts, so i can take a nap.
(Nah I’m kidding because honestly no one was gonna send me any)
1. Are you more feminine or masculine?Uhhh I don’t know sometimes I feel like a tomboy but other times I’m like “Let’s all be cute" it’s like 50/50 or just no label
2. Are you tall or short?SHORT like you know when you make fun of a short character and I do too but then I realize they’re taller than me
3. What’s your favorite color?
4. What do you love about yourself?Nothing Uhhh how kind I am sometimes??? I don’t know uh
5. What’s your greatest flaw?Depression, fears, and lack of athletic skill
6. Do you see yourself differently than other people describe you?Yeah like people tell me I’m nice and smart and good at art and I??? Just don’t see it I sometimes think about it like “Wow really?" but then I find a contradiction
7. What are you really, really good at?Uhhh videogames??? Or some basic html stuff I don’t know my talents are really limited and then I’m not the best at them
8. What’s something you’re bad at, but love?Talking to peopleThis is a really solid answer
9. What’s something people have tried to force you to do?Socialize, spend time with family, just general family issues
10. How do you spend your free time?Videogames, Internet, drawing, talking to friends
11. Describe the way you dress in one sentence.Lots of polo shirts, sometimes a cute shirt, and jeans
12. Have you ever gotten your nails professionally painted?Nope, they’ve never been painted before
13. What is the most insulting thing anyone has said to you?"You’re crazy," “You have psychological problems in your head," “You’re annoying," and “You may as well be brain-dead"
I lied these are depressing
14. Favorite game?Assassin’s Creed: Brotherhood, AC 3, or Heavy Rain I can’t pick one
15. What color is your hair?Dark brown
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16. Do you believe in god?……….. No……….
17. Is men’s rights a thing?Eeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh……..Next question
18. Does love really exist?Uhhh yes???
19. Can science explain everything, eventually?Yes and no— It will explain, but not everything since the universe is pretty infinite and mutations and changes occur
20. Are we raised into what we love, or do we come to love it based on how we were raised?A bit of both??
21. How do you feel about the school system?It could be better, but it’s not that bad I guess
22. Do you believe in fate/destiny?Sure??
23. What is art?(Note the word “science," so it’s not just something you drawArchitecture can be considered an art too, pretty much anything we create)
24. Do we define ourselves, or does our past?A bit of bothWhile the past doesn’t totally define you today, it may have an influence on how you use it to shape yourself in the current time
25. What happens after we die?No idea
26. Do humans matter—tiny specs on a floating piece of rock in a solar system in a galaxy in an infinite universe????
28. Is there good in everyone?Well………………
29. Does apathy really exist?Hmmm maybe???
29. Is human life only valuable because our society makes it?I
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30. How do you feel about society, the vague “they” blamed for everything?It kind of sucksUmOh wow look at that I’m glad this is over with
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31. What gender do you prefer?I don’t like anyone but if I somehow magically do thenUhHmmI don’t know likeI’m unsure about guys and I don’t feel that way about themI don’t like girls eitherII don’t like anyone but I guess I’d be— Wait no IAuugggghhh this is confusing I am a confused aromantic bye
32. What’s the first thing you notice about someone?Face??? Hair??? I don’t know???
33. Could you love someone you found ugly?I don’t even know if I can love someone so I guess this doesn’t really matter
34. Favorite hair color?RED
35. Favorite eye color?GREEN
I LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE HAVE BLACK OR DARK HAIR/BLUE EYE COMBOS (*Cough*RebeccaCrane*Cough*) OR RED HAIR/GREEN EYE COMBOS (*Cough*CommanderShepard*Cough*)
36. Ideal height?Not interested
37. Describe, personality-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like?I’ll try to answer this so my disinterest won’t bore you
Totally cool with my asexuality (preferably asexual themselves)
Feminist and understanding of women and why they’d be afraid and on-guard so constantly
Won’t be angry at me for crying/depression/talking a lot/being angry
CAN KILL ALL KINDS OF BUGS (THIS ISN’T A PERSONALITY I KNOW BUT I HATE BUGS)
Won’t mind talking everyday for long periods of time
Will not make fun of me for injuries/fear/insecurities/etc.
Intelligence
Likes computers (programming) and videogames and stuff
I had a really huge list the other day but the computer crashed and all my answers disappeared and I forgot them
See I know nothing about loving/being with someone and I have high expectations and I’m probably not answering this right
38. Describe, appearance-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like?I’m going to try really hard to answer this
I can’t I really don’t care
Oh well good hygiene is important
But that’s it
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39. What do you look for—brains or looks?I don’t look for anyone but I guess “brains"
40. Could you fall in love online?Man I don’t even know if I can fall in love in general but I guess—UmWait no II can’t answer this:c
41. How much of an age cap can you handle?*Sigh* I guess if it’s over eighteen, then the gap is two to three years, don’t want anyone too ahead or behindBut then I don’t even want anyone
42. How would you introduce yourself on a blind date?NO BLIND DATES ARE NOT ACCEPTABLE I WILL BE VERY ANGRY
43. Could you forgive a cheater?Fuck no
44. Is lying about something serious as bad as cheating???? What’s the lie about??What
45. Right now, you could call the person you like/love (if you aren’t dating/engaged/married already), or show up at their front door, and just confess or kiss them or whatever. What’s stopping you?I don’t like anyoneThat’s the problem
