#nursulabendy

[adventuresof-benandscar]

I’m not a religious person. I’ll be the first to say it. Today is my great grandmother’s 89th birthday so as a surprise the whole family showed up to church.  Well I was told I could go into a room and nurse Bentley. Well it would have been nice but just as I was pulling out my boob to nurse a man walks in and kinda just stared for a second. Way to make church even more uncomfortable than it already is.

[bobotruffles]

nursulabendy replied to your post: nursulabendy replied to your photo: U CAN...

YEA cuz im at school we should skype on e day or during the weekend when its not actually disallowed @ my school

aw man do you get like summer vacations or anythign like that or just weekends

[bobotruffles]

nursulabendy replied to your photo: U CAN TOTALLY SEE MY TUMMY BUT THIS IS MY...

NEIL UR OUTFIT IS SWEET I MISS YOU WTF hi

I LOOK RLY 80S AND WE HAVENT TALKED IN FOREVER IM SORRY 

[bobotruffles]

nursulabendy replied to your post: nursulabendy replied to your post: ive had a...

:( feel better friend ilu

ilu 2 i guess ill go to bed in a little bit and hopefully ill feel better

[bobotruffles]

nursulabendy replied to your post: ive had a headache since yesterday and ive tried...

sleep drink water get off the computer for a little while get some fresh air take a bath take baby aspirins sleep

i took a bath and i fell asleep like 3 times until i finally got out i think im just tired

[krorys]

aw ally i know you dont want to hear this but i am sorry for you and your family </3 and dont feel bad for writing about it because its always good to get stuff like that out, you never know when bottled-up emotions can come back and haunt you

dghjkgf no, it's okay leo! ;w; It's that weird thing where one feels better and worse all at once and there's always a natural inclination to want to not feel worse djfkdhg ;;;; thank you, too, it's still a weird thing for us and we're all trying in our own ways to break out of it, I think! My mom recently realized how antisocial and brooding she was being and she is trying her best now to get out of that funk ;w;

also, fencing means I get to take out my frustration on some of those very people with long sticks of poking and whacking! uvu

;;;; that's also true! I try to use my adiaphorous tag to rant safely, but it's felt kind of taboo to myself to talk about this, even if I do about everything else,

but I overheard the entire exchange between my mom and my housekeeper and we're finally giving away his car to some cancer research fund and now I feel unbalanced or something fgdhfgdhksgf

thank you for reading that post, too! ;;;; it's like there's a kind of like a sense of relief? I don't know how to put it and I feel like everything is coming out in an inconsistent jumble of emotions with some heavy editing when I reread everything and cut out the even longer bits and rearrange my sentences but 

♥ ヽ(´～｀；）