#nus speaketh

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my very personal headcanon for the maekarlings is: The main Targaryen line by dany's time is descended from egg. So in a without robert's rebellion au (or lets just say robert loses), lets say thats rhaegar, rhaenys, aegon, jon, viserys and dany. And with extention of egg's daughter rhaelle's line we have robert (with or without depending on au), stannis, renly, shireen.

and the tarth line descends from daella (wiggles eyebrows) so thats brienne and her father.

the hightowers from rhae, so thats leyton, baelor, gerold, malora, alerie, leyla, alysanne, lynesse and much more. And by extention of alerie, willas, garlan, loras and margaery.

and then we have from aerion, maegor. maegor who i headcanon married the princess of dorne henceforth making doran, oberyn, elia, arianne, quentyn, trystane, sarella, tyene, loreza, elia jr, dorea, obara, obella (WHY does oberyn have so many children) nymeria and in addition rhaenys and aegon. (eggs worst nighmare, having his bloodline mix with aerions)

and at last daeron, from him we have vaella. i headcanon vaella married back into house dayne. so by canon time we have arthur, ashara, ashara stark baby, edric, allyria and for funsies gerold.

everyone of these people are in a family reunion, arguing targ style. in the centre we have maester aemon, smiling softly at the chaos around him, his siblings are all still here with him.

the reunion was in fact his 100th birthday that king rhaegar hosted for him in a reconstructed summerhall.

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yk what day it is tomorrow

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I gotta wake up in 4 hours but no one talk to me, I just watched Haider (2014) and I am complete. Brainrot worthy movie and I want to kiss the director. I liked Omkara but Haidar was it for me. Yet to watch Maqbool.

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When I was 14, I watched Little Women (2019) when it came out, and like at that age, when Amy burned Jo's manuscript, I was like okay fine Amy made a mistake and I know that hurts but like why is Jo SO mad. And the thing is, I've been an Amy sometimes to my own Jo too and she has been to me vice versa so I didn't really get it. But now, like 6 years later at the ripe old age of 19, and being a writer MYSELF. omg. Like I still do understand Amy was a child and made a mistake but we CANNOT blame Jo for crashing out because DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO WRITE WORDS and in a day and age where you had no other copy or Google docs I would kms, that's an entire book GONE.

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Canon/writers: *messes up perfectly good ships, queer codes ships for centuries then abandons them and creates ships that make no sense*

Fandom: *left eye twitches*

Canon/writers: so what you gonna do now huh

"A looming dark presence can be felt in the atmosphere."

Ao3 writers: YOUR SAVIOUR IS HERE

Canon/writers: you won't try

Ao3 writers: watch me bitch

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Reading keats "an ode to a nightingale" and the last few nights made me wonder, how was it to live in an era where you could only hear yourself or the sweet song of a bird at night? Did it make them less or more insane than we are now, when our nights are mostly filled with cars and dogs barking nearby or drunk men lulled to sleep.

And how we pass on but the song remains, the bird that sings outside my window now also sang the same tune to Alexander or Kafka. How strange. We are nothing but speaking mongrels in the wider collective of the universe.

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watched hamnet today and i personally loved that will told agnes the tale of ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE to rizz her up. they matched each others freak SO well.