You
You told me you’d never felt this love before, this unconditional love. You asked me for my ring size so that one day I could wear a pretty pearl on my finger. You told me that we’re going to have at least two kids - a girl and a boy. You told me that you couldn’t imagine your life without me. You told me that no matter what we will always be together. We were joking around about getting married in vegas, but secretly we wanted to do it and let nobody find out and at out real wedding we would show the video of how Elvis married us in a little stupid chapel. through thick and thin, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health - that’s what we promised each other. You wanted me to promise you never to hurt you or leave you because you wouldn’t know how to live without my love. You told me that you would do anything for me. you promised that you would move across the ocean just to be closer to me. You told me that I give you butterflies. You said that you’re happy that my face is the first thing you see every morning, even if it’s through a phone screen. You said that my voice is the one thing that you want to hear for the rest of your life. You told me that before we have kids the first thing we’re doing is getting a dog so we can see how good we would be at the parent thing. You told me all of this and promised me the world. You said you and me for forever and always. I believed you. I imagined a life with you, with a dog - a mini husky or a beagle, with at least two kids - Padme Maile and Anakin, being beside me till I finish school so we can choose either to go back home or stay here. You were my safe haven. I was your safe haven. Now all of this is just a silly memory of the life that could have been and the promises we made to each other. I’m broken in pieces. I’m at the lowest low in my life. But I still want for you to be happy, because you weren’t happy with me anymore. I want to see that smile I saw when we were together. I want to see you happy, and as much as it pains me to say this, I want you to find somebody that makes you happy.. I didn’t. I want you to have that butterfly feeling in your stomach every time you’re with that person that makes you happy. I want you to be in love. I’m sad that I couldn’t be that person and that you fell out of love. You will forever and always be my first love. I will always have a big place for you in my heart and you’re my dearest friend. I’m always here for you whenever you need me or just need to talk. You couldn’t keep your promises but I’m keeping mine - I will never do anything to hurt you and I’m not going anywhere. I just miss your presents.
