#nyufsa

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A year ago today I met my girlfriend for the first time in our art class, in Florence Italy

a year ago this week i started the most amazing life changing program in the world.

Very cliched way to talk about studying abroad, that experience and the following events when i came back allowed me to grow in different ways as a person.

but god damn, id go back in a heartbeat... I wish i could soak it all up again

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To the new group of NYU Florence students

Domenico is a babe of a teacher Fernando at the cafe is a delight Jillian in the Student Life office is also a delight I had sex on and fell in love on Ricasoli 38 couch

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The past couple days ive been incredibly nostalgic and cant help but think of my time in Florence and cry.

bittersweet

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I read Her my anecdotes from our time together in Florence.

I have wanted to read them to Her

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I just told Derp my most fond memories in Florence of our time together and I ended up happy crying. It was extremely cathartic.

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I miss Derp ):

I word vomit about her nonstop and i want to see her like... now

Its been weird not having her in my routine ):

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JAWIOEFJAIOGJOiwejf

DERP JUST SENT ME THE SWEETEST MESSAGE I THINK IVE EVER HAD IN THE HISTORY OF EVER.

YOU KNOW WHEN YOU GET SO EXCITED AND OVERWHELEMED YOU FEEL LIKE YOURE GOING TO PUKE

THATS ME. RIGHT FUCKING NOW. AIWJERIOAJWGOIAJW

AWEFIOJOjwoiWJF[oaop wefkpw

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Peaches and Tobacco

As i sit at my desk at 4:30 AM, enjoying my last few hours in Florence I am reflecting and appreciating and putting off packing.

Tonight Derp and I hung out all evening, there was a school gathering in a piazza so we wen there, but werent sober enough to deal with those people. We smoked a little but it just made it seem even more trivial.

We left and went back to her place and listened to music. She fingered me and ate me out.I fingered her as well. At the end we kissed, and she told me she tastes like Peaches and Tobacco, i Told her i liked it.

It was just us on her couch, with her music playing, for 2 hours. It was a little bit awkward and a little bit clumsy but a good time and a good close.

She walked me back to campus and is now sleeping in my bed as I finish writing this up and packing.

I am really going to miss florence, there were definite rough patches but over all this has been such a BEAUTIFUL experience and a growth for me.