Today I couldn't keep my eyes off him, even though sometimes I felt too shy to look at him for fear that others would read my thoughts...but...I REALLY want to talk to him. I only spoke to him one to two times....but ever since..nothing. It feels like this is taking to long, me waiting for SOME kind of gathering where we can finally talk. But heres the downfall...first of all he is 16 which means jailbait for me, unless his parents are okay with it, second, even if his parents were to be okay with it, it would still be awkward (but still it would be nice I'd take that opportunity lol), second, if I am willing to wait I will STILL be too old for him he probably wouldn't even want me, third, he probably wouldn't even want me altogether and I will just be wasting my time. I kinda just want him to know I have a crush on him...just to see what my result will be...
Oh and his sister seems really nice, but I can't seem to make friends with her because I am so awkward....XC And no I don't want to make friends with her bcz I like her brother, I just need friends!