If you’re reading this, I’m dead. And that’s really sad and really awkward to write while alive.
I can’t say I expected to be invincible through all of this, but you, Zach, Adam - I’ve never felt in danger with you guys in my life. Something must have gone wrong, I just hope none of you are blaming this on yourself. I’m sure whatever it was, it was probably my stupid idea to begin with.
Hen, I don’t know what exactly I should put here, because I can’t imagine having last words for you, but please, please remember that I loved you. Some people wander through this world with no love in their hearts, yet, I was lucky to love some amazing, incredible people, and one of them was you. You’re so kind, so loving, and that energy is something that drew me to you immediately.
When I was living out on the streets, I thought I’d never have a normal life again. And then I got to go on a dramatic, sometimes sad, but beautiful adventure with you and I’ll forever be grateful for our time together. I’ve never felt like a person deserving of love, but you gave me yours.
I used to dream about marrying you, Handsome Henry. I truly did. Maybe leaving the dramatic gang world behind, moving to the suburbs, kids, the dog, the white picket fence. But, maybe that kind of world was never meant for people like us.
Maybe in another life.
Be good, Henry. Be brave, be strong.
I’m going to be selfish and take a little piece of your heart with me, for I could never imagine being without it. Make sure you give the rest of it to a girl worth having it.
#project hail mary
#heated rivalry