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Henry King | His Brother’s Girl

Chocolate eyes, soft skin, when she spoke, he heard angels. Henry King had a drug long before cocaine. Tanzie Reed gave him a high he couldn’t subdue. Nothing could compare to the way she made him feel when they were alone, to what her lips did to his body, to what her touch provoked in him. Tanzie Reed is his true addiction, and when she left, everything went dark.

The snowy white powder he became so attached to was a weak substitute for the real thing. His highs were too fleeting, and he always craved more. His as his anger, envy and addiction brewed, his outbursts became more frequent. Each job he took became increasingly violent until his high and temper became so overwhelming he couldn’t stop punching. Blood on his hands, and a dark laugh emerging from deep inside, Henry saw the monster he became, but didn’t care enough to stop it.

With each blow he dealt, Henry rarely said a word. His victims begged for him to stop, blood mixing with tears on their faces, but he saw nothing but red. The desire, no, the need was blinding. All Henry could envision were Zach’s hands on her waist, her lips on his, while their whispered “I love you’s” reverberated in his ears.

Rehab may have subdued his addictions, but nothing could erase the difficult truth.

Steely blue eyes haunted Henry’s vision at night. The sober guilt he felt were nightmare inducing. He loved his brother, and Zach always loved and protected him, but how many times could he imagine his murder before that point became moot? On the surface, Henry blames the drugs for his betrayals. The coke brainwashed him, turning his love for Tanzie into a hatred for Zach, but in his bones he knows the bitterness was there long before a girl ever came between them.

Older, more important, Henry could help but idolize and resent Zachary King. The king of Kings, Zach was given the responsibility, the power, the trust of their grandfather. Birth order was a bitch he couldn’t control. Everything was out of Henr y’s hands, and nothing frustrated him more.

Dealing is a way to gain some of that control back. Day in and day out, he’s surrounded by his weakness. The white gold he loved and hated taunted him constantly. With it in his hands, he could prove himself; he could prove that he’s stronger than his desires, that exposure would make him stronger.

Tanzie, however, was a different story.

Though both were forbidden to him, Henry would always be hung up on his brother’s drug and his brother’s girl.

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WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U

Henry,

If you’re reading this, I’m dead. And that’s really sad and really awkward to write while alive. 

I can’t say I expected to be invincible through all of this, but you, Zach, Adam - I’ve never felt in danger with you guys in my life. Something must have gone wrong, I just hope none of you are blaming this on yourself. I’m sure whatever it was, it was probably my stupid idea to begin with. 

Hen, I don’t know what exactly I should put here, because I can’t imagine having last words for you, but please, please remember that I loved you. Some people wander through this world with no love in their hearts, yet, I was lucky to love some amazing, incredible people, and one of them was you. You’re so kind, so loving, and that energy is something that drew me to you immediately.

When I was living out on the streets, I thought I’d never have a normal life again. And then I got to go on a dramatic, sometimes sad, but beautiful adventure with you and I’ll forever be grateful for our time together. I’ve never felt like a person deserving of love, but you gave me yours.

I used to dream about marrying you, Handsome Henry. I truly did. Maybe leaving the dramatic gang world behind, moving to the suburbs, kids, the dog, the white picket fence. But, maybe that kind of world was never meant for people like us.

Maybe in another life.

Be good, Henry. Be brave, be strong.

I’m going to be selfish and take a little piece of your heart with me, for I could never imagine being without it. Make sure you give the rest of it to a girl worth having it.

I’ll be leaving you a piece of mine, too.

Love you forever,

Tanzie

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So I have a really big announcement....

Okay! So I know this isn't going to be a shock to many of you, but me and still-staying-strong don't want to continue to avoid your questions and lie to you. Me and Hanna are not official, BUT we might as well be. I spent all of christmas break with her and it really confirmed my feelings for her. We've been talking since late September but things finally became real over break when I ended things with Mike. I just wanted to let you guys know, and I hope you support us 👭💕

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