Jul 20
CW: Blood. Vent comic.
#i don't relate to a lot of persecutors. the ones that feel the guilt as heavy as i do haven't done things as outwardly violent.#i caused our previous host to split. i effectively killed him. i will never not feel the weight of that.#i try to do anything and everything i can for my system. though that won't ever make up for it.#i'm told i'm a good person. that i've become a good person i guess. i've gotten better about the self-loathing. but i still don't really#believe that. kris tells me all the time to stop using “the evil d word (deserve)”.#i think it'll be a while yet before i do.#my art#artwork#comic#plural comic#system comic#did system#dissociative identity disorder#osddid#actually plural#pluralgang#sysblr#persecutor#persecutor alter#cw blood#vent art#vent comic#-⛓️#-🫀#-🗡#-🌺#oanb comic