On a Nothing's Back
Cole [ @dragonwysper ] • he/him • 21 • 🔳
DID. Traumagenic.
System discovery: August 2025
Current front rotation:
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Comic archive
ALTER INTROS...........................
🕸 NULL ). it/its • ageless
[ @afaceinacloud ]
Shell. Keeps our memory intact. Always fronting, rarely by itself. Has a subsystem? Question mark?
Will depersonalize if nobody else is fronting with it.
🪰 Age-Regressed NULL ). it/its • ageless little
It age-regressed like. Once. And hasn't done so since. No idea what that's about.
👁 Chiaroscuro ). tst/tzt/tzz • ageless
Depersonalization and ASPD symptom holder. Also fronted like. Once.
Layer 1 》 The Architecture Layer
🗡 Kris ). they/them • 21
Host. Ex-gatekeeper. ASPD symptom-holder.
Deltarune introject.
🔷️ Rouxls [subsystem] ). he/they • 21
[ @dontgettomaketherouxls ]
Subsystem. All sub-alters tend to be more detached from the collective emotional memory than most of the rest of the system.
Collectively a Deltarune introject.
🔷️ Rouxls ). he/they • 21
Mood booster. The most prosocial alter in the entire system.
✒️ Theo ). he/they • 21
Social stabilizer. Therapist friend.
⛓️ Dominic ). he/him • 21
[ @iwilltoleratethefall ] (MDNI)
Co-host. 'Get shit done' alter. Persecutor in recovery.
📙 Paul / Muad'Dib ). they/he • 21
Gatekeeper. 'Fail-safe' fronter. Splintered off from Kris.
Dune (books) introject.
🌺 Keith ). he/him • 30s
Hamate split. Mood booster. Traumaholder.
☀️ Seth ). he/him • 20s
Hamate split. Spirituality holder? Traumaholder.
🗝 Darren ). he/him • 10
Hamate split. Traumaholder. Minor gatekeeper [keyholder].
⚫️ Scintillan ). he/it • centuries
[ @scintillating-scales ]
Protector, traumaholder, ASPD symptom holder. Sometimes persecutor. Protects us, sometimes to extremes.
Has exomemories and source trauma.
Cannot mask. May come off as rude.
⬜️ Zacharie ). he/him • 21
[ @raceof1000ants ]
Gatekeeper, architect, caretaker. The voice of reason. Entirely internal role.
OFF introject.
🐋 Sebastian ). he/him ● 21
Caretaker/self-care alter. Helps us through fatigue, and provides support when we need it.
Pressure introject.
🐦 Berdly ). he/him • 21
Mostly an internal guy. Task-keeper, data-logger, and tech enjoyer.
Deltarune introject.
🗄 Odškodňení ). he/him ● 50s
Somewhat a persecutor. Wants to protect others out of a sense of obligation, often to our detriment.
Layer 2 》 The Middle Layer
🌳 Zane ). he/him • 19
Layer 2 host. Anxiety holder. Holds a lot of general middle and highschool memories, and has special access to the collective memory.
🦎 Boris ). he/him • 20
(Old) host. Prior masker. ASPD symptom holder. Currently only fronts for work.
Sys denier. Not great about things in regards to us.
🦠 Toby ). he/they/it/any • 14
Traumaholder. Syskid. Usually dormant unless triggered to front.
Invader Zim introject.
🦀 Fever ). he/him • ~15
Syskid. Dysphoria holder from middle/high school.
⌛️ Somnifer ). he/him ● 17?
Traumaholder. Usually dormant, fronts in times of severe stress.
Layer 3 》 The Deepest Depths
🌀 Isaiah ). he/him • ageless
Dissociation/depersonalization holder. Been around a long time, we just didn't realize until recently.
👤 J ). she/her • 4
Traumaholder. Rarely fronts, and only really does so for flashbacks.
The Void 》 Layerless
🌑 Velkurpení ). she/they/it/any • as old as time itself
Head gatekeeper. Watches over old memories and warns us away from potential triggers. Fronts sometimes, though has a mostly internal role.
OCtive. Has exomemories.
Archive 》 Those no longer present
🫀 Hamate ). he/him • 27
[ @justacrosshair ] (MDNI)
Prior host and symptom holder. Split into Keith, Seth, and Darren.
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BYF:
》 We do not ascribe to any syscourse positions. We do not know or care much about any of it. We may answer questions about it if asked directly, but we by and large try to stay away from it.
》 We have ASPD and auDHD. Different alters hold differing specifics and severities of symptoms, but our disorders affect everyone to some capacity. We try our best, but may not mask well or be otherwise callous at times.
》 We are collectively a gay trans man.
DNI:
》 Pro-contact harmful paraphiles.
》 Bigots.
》 Minors under 16yo.
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Feel free to chat, send asks, etc!! Most of the frequent fronters enjoy interaction!
