On a Nothing's Back
Cole [ @dragonwysper ] • he/him • 20 • 🔳
DID. Traumagenic.
System discovery: August 2025
Current front rotation:
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ALTER INTROS...........................
🕸 NULL ). it/its • ageless
[ @afaceinacloud ]
Shell. Keeps our memory intact. Always fronting, rarely by itself.
Will depersonalize if nobody else is fronting with it.
Layer 1 》 The Architecture Layer
⚫️ Scintillan ). he/it • centuries
[ @scintillating-scales ]
Protector, traumaholder, ASPD symptom holder. Persecutor. Protects us, sometimes to extremes.
Has exomemories and source trauma.
Cannot mask. May come off as rude.
⬜️ Zacharie ). he/him • 20
[ @raceof1000ants ]
Inner self helper, architect, caretaker. The voice of reason.
OFF introject.
🗡 Kris ). they/them • 20
[ @littlemorelikelemonmeringue ]
Host. Ex-gatekeeper. ASPD symptom-holder. Had a personality shift after Hamate split.
🌺 Keith ). he/him • 30s
Deltarune introject.
Hamate split. Traumaholder. Seems to hold his energy and his hypomania.
☀️ Seth ). he/him • 20s
Hamate split. Traumaholder. Very introspective. He's the type to wish on stars.
🗝 Darren ). he/him • 10
Hamate split. Traumaholder. Gatekeeper. He's anxious, but determined to do his job as keyholder.
🐦 Berdly ). he/him • 20
Mostly an inner self helper. Task-keeper, data-logger, and tech enjoyer.
Deltarune introject.
🗄 Odškodňení ). he/him ● 50s
Somewhat a persecutor. Wants to protect others out of a sense of obligation, often to our detriment.
🐋 Sebastian ). he/him ● 20
Caretaker/self-care alter. Helps us through fatigue, and provides support when we need it. Pressure introject.
📙 Muad'Dib ). they/he • 20
Gatekeeper. Splintered off from Kris.
Dune (books) introject.
🔷️ Rouxls [subsystem] ). he/they • 20
[ @dontgettomaketherouxls ]
Subsystem. All sub-alters tend to be more detached from the collective emotional memory than most of the rest of the system.
Collectively a Deltarune introject.
🔷️ Rouxls ). he/they • 20
Emotional regulator. The most prosocial alter in the entire system.
✒️ Theo ). he/they • 20
Social stabilizer. Therapist friend.
⛓️ Dominic ). he/him • 20
[ @iwilltoleratethefall ] (MDNI)
Co-host. Persecutor in recovery.
Layer 2 》 The Middle Layer
🌳 Zane ). he/him • 19
Layer 2 host. Holds a lot of general middle and highschool memories, and has special access to the collective memory.
🦠 Toby ). he/they/it/any • 14
Traumaholder. Syskid. Usually dormant unless triggered to front.
Invader Zim introject.
Syskid. Easily triggered. Experiences a lot of emotional flashbacks.
🦎 Boris ). he/him • 20
(Old) host. Prior masker. Currently only fronts for work.
Panicked over the system discovery. Is not handling all this well.
🦀 Fever ). he/him • ~15
Syskid. Dysphoria holder from middle/high school.
⌛️ Somnifer ). he/him ● 17?
Traumaholder. Usually dormant, fronts in times of severe stress.
Layer 3 》 The Deepest Depths
🌀 Isaiah ). he/him • 20?
Dissociation/depersonalization holder. Been around a long time, we just didn't realize until recently.
J ). she/her • 4
Traumaholder. Rarely fronts, and only really does so for flashbacks.
The Void 》 Layerless
🌑 Velkurpení ). she/they/it/any • as old as time itself
Gatekeeper. Watches over old memories and warns us away from potential triggers. Fronts sometimes.
Has exomemories.
Archive 》 Those no longer present
🫀 Hamate ). he/him • 27
[ @justacrosshair ] (MDNI)
Prior host and symptom holder. Split into Keith, Seth, and Darren.
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BYF:
》 We do not ascribe to any syscourse positions. We do not know or care much about any of it. We may answer questions about it if asked directly, but we by and large try to stay away from it.
》 We have ASPD and auDHD. Different alters hold differing specifics and severities of symptoms, but our disorders affect everyone to some capacity. We try our best, but may not mask well or be otherwise callous at times.
》 We are collectively a gay trans man.
DNI:
》 Pro-contact harmful paraphiles.
》 Bigots.
》 Minors under 16yo.
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