There are some who give blood (I give love)
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It was the morning after Cosima had almost attempted a risky science experiment on herself, forty-eight hours since Kendall died because of her, and she still hasn't slept. Every time the scientist closed her eyes she saw flames, smelled smoke, heard Evie's emotionless voice, and forced herself on her feet to grab another coffee. She was well aware that there are dark circles forming under her eyes, but she can't bring herself to care. Why care about beauty when you're going to be dead soon anyway, right? Scott tries a few times to get her to rest but after a while, even he seems to give up on getting through to her.
Sarah almost left them. She almost lost her. She almost lost Sarah. The one person Cosima trusts without even thinking about it. The person who has fought harder than anyone else for her since that fateful day in Alison's basement when the punk walked into their lives. Sarah whose harsh exterior hides the most caring person Cosima has ever met.
Words: 4517, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Orphan Black (TV)
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Characters: Sarah Manning, Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier, Felix Dawkins, Siobhan "Mrs. S" Sadler, Kendall Malone, Elle (Orphan Black), Kira Manning, Scott Smith (Orphan Black)
Relationships: Sarah Manning/Cosima Niehaus
Additional Tags: Angst, Smut, Clonecest, Mentioned Threesome, Episode: s04e07 The Antisocialism of Sex, First Time, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, Kinda, Recreational Drug Use, Marijuana, Medicinal Drug Use, Vaginal Fingering, Cunnilingus, Face-Sitting, Canon Bisexual Character, Canon Lesbian Character
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