YANDERE KILLMONGER:
‘Slow Death’- Episode 1
I was hiding from Erik in my apartment. I never told him where I lived so I figured I’d be safe at home.
My phone was literally pinging so much the dings weren’t even able to fully ring out before another one cut it off. Finally picking it up, I realized it was hot to the touch.
+1 (473) 372-3639: Y/n please, just talk to me
+1 (473) 372-3639: I know you felt what i felt last night, you don’t have to deny it. I swear I want you
+1 (473) 372-3639: Why the fuck didn’t you go to the bar??
+1 (473) 372-3639: I fucking swear Y/n if you dont pick up your phone, I will find you and it wont be pretty.
Great, now he was threatening me. I had seen Erik half naked last night and I knew that whatever I could do to him, he could do back to me 10x harder. There were too many scars on him for him to be affected by my weak attacks
So, I picked up on his next call. Anything to stop him from looking for me further.
“Baby??” His frantic voice rung out before I could say anything
“Hello?” I mustered the courage to talk back
“Thank god you’re ok. Baby why did you leave me?? you scared the shit outta me.”
“I-I had work…”
“Baby, stop lying to me. I know you don’t gotta work till tuesday, today’s saturday.”
“H-How did you know that?” I was now super worried because if he knew that then he definitely knew more.
“I know everything about you love. You cant hide it from me, I’m the one for you.”
“Erik please, I’m not looking for a relationship at all right now. And I’m sorry if I didn’t make that clear last night.”
A moment of silence flew and then you heard Erik’s deeply disturbed chuckles.
“You don’t get that choice anymore baby, you just don’t understand the love I have for you. I licked it so it’s mine, and i’m coming to get what’s mine.”
“Erik you’re not understanding. I dont wanna be with anyone right now. Im sorry if you thought I wasn’t serious about that but I need time to heal from my last relationship still.”
That was a lie I am 110% over my ex. I wouldn’t go back to him even if every other man on this earth spontaneously combusted. But I am still uncomfortable with relationships and the level of vulnerability people have to display in a relationship.
“Heal? What the fuck did that nigga do to the point you gotta heal? I swear just tell me who he is baby and I’ll get him out the the way… forever.” he sounded much too serious
“Look Erik, I really had a great time but last night was the end of whatever we had. I…I think you took it the wrong way so let me be very clear. I do not want to be with you or anyone. I really just want to get to know myself more and im sorry if it’s hard for you to detach from someone you’ve had sex with but I need you to do it. I’m just not the girl you’re looking for right now and i’m really sorry for making you think I was.”
“You done?” Erik responded boredly, like what you were saying was just an unnecessary manual.
“Um…yeah?” I was skeptical about answering because honestly I didn’t know how he would react
“Well then, I guess it’s time to make myself very clear. We are together, and people that are together don’t leave. You don’t wanna be with me right now, and that’s fine. But we are dating. Shit at this point we might as well be married. Because I love you, not only that but I’m in love with you. I think about you all day, and when I sleep I literally fucking dream about you. I needed you, so I got you.”
There was an extremely long silence after that.
‘If I were still that young and romantic teenage girl the words themselves would’ve made me swoon. But i’m not dumb and young anymore, I know men are dangerous and see women and people like me as trophies to just sit on a shelf to collect dust, only pulling them out when they want to.
But apparently I am still dumb. Why did I even do this to myself or him? He’s clearly insane and something I did just set him completely off.’
I had no words to say. Not only has anyone ever said anything remotely similar like that to me but even if they had I would still have no clue what to say. The only thing I could think was:
‘Should I hang up?’
“I know you fuckin heard me. I love you, and there’s nothing you can do or I can do to make me stop. Now please, stop being difficult and just open the door baby.” He started aggressively but ended with a soft serenading tone
“Wha-.” You couldn’t even finish before you heard it
It being the sound of a knock at the door.