ENTRY 001, "see the light" ... they leaned on me for support last night. my drunken ass failed but they insist i did well. they also tagged me in a few posts, apologized, said they loved me. had them take a quiz today and our attachment styles are more similar than i expected. everything has begun to make more sense.
i wonder if they'll ever accept i'm not the same as i was. doubtful, improbable, but possible. i dreamt of them last night by the ocean. it makes sense considering that was their goal and they posted photos of it yesterday. it was pleasant.












