Which of your brothers would you say gives the best hugs (yourself included)? I could really use one.
I would most undoubtedly say Wrecker or Kix.
Wrecker's hugs feel welcoming, pure coming home after a long day. They often feel relaxing when he isn't yelling. He is understanding and an excitable calm while maintaining a semblance of depth that doesn't transpire in most physical interactions.
Kix's hugs feel like safety. He makes things feel like everything is under control, and things will be alright in the end. He feels paternal, strong, and ready. He often feels pure, like a rock surrounded by stormy sea - always there, never yielding.
I am neither Wrecker nor Kix, obviously. If you're comfortable with it, I could do my best to produce the same result for you.
It's alright to have hard days. Everyone has them. Without the negative in the universe, however would we gauge the positive? You aren't alone. You never will be. You have myself and the rest of the squad standing here beside you, whenever you need us.