Apr 28, 2023
ik i dont talk about this but im on zoloft for anxiety and depression + im also in therapy. but i feel like. the zoloft has been stopping the tears, the outright pain, mostly. its been stopping the suicidal thoughts and the negative self talk, stopping the "nobody cares about you." people care about me and i care about them, i dont want to die.
instead, its been replaced with.. melancholy, really. just,, sincerely tired. and .... its just.
i think its permanent. it doesnt feel bad. a quiet sadness.
like no longer human, or kaede's clair de lune.
