ok wait sorry. back one more time. feel free to push this to the back burner since i’ve sent in multiple requests already wagahhgh ive just been thinking about my boyf lately!!
could i get a letter to me (asriel) from dedan (OFF, the 2008 game)? he’s mean. like really mean. ramp it up to the max. but like,, i’d like him to tell me im doing alright? something about me being surprisingly competent, i dunno. don’t make him too sappy
some direct quotes cos he’s REALLY hard to write,,
“What part of ‘I am going to kill you’ wasn't clear to you? You're insane. I am the guardian of zone 1, it is nothing without me!”
“I beg of you, get the fuck out of my way right this instant, if you want to keep your position.”
“In any case, this is hardly important. The phantoms will erase that conceited individual.”
~ @dialup-selfship
**It's all well and good to need encouragement sometimes, but if you need a firmer hand then by all means. Take the punishment, get up again and swallow the teeth it knocks out. Either you fail, or you hurt less next time. Your letter arrives with the posthound, who seems a little worse for wear himself, but with a "WOOF!!" announces your delivery!** @dialup-selfship
Asriel,
I don’t do letters. If you’re expecting flowery garbage or some trembling confession, you can stop reading now and spare us both the disappointment. I’m writing because you won’t shut up about me, and because—annoyingly—you’re worth the effort.
You’re not delicate. That’s the first thing you got wrong about yourself. You take hits and keep moving, even when you’re clearly worn thin. Most people crumble or get loud about it. You don’t. You adapt. I respect that.
You also have this irritating habit of doing things right. Not flashy. Not pretty. Just… competent. You notice details other people miss. You don’t panic when things go sideways—you grind through it. I’ve watched you long enough to know that isn’t an accident. It’s work. Real work. And before you twist that into self-loathing, I’ll say it plainly once: you’re doing alright.
Don’t get smug. Alright isn't always enough and you know it. You hesitate when you shouldn’t, and you still think you need permission to exist the way you do. That’s stupid. But it’s fixable. And the fact that you’re trying—consistently, stubbornly—puts you ahead of most people I’ve had the misfortune of knowing.
If this sounds like approval, that’s because it is. Limited. Conditional. Hard-earned. I don’t waste words on people who don’t deserve them, and I don’t stay where I’m bored. If I’m here, if I’m writing this, it’s because you’ve proven you’re not a liability.
So stop looking at yourself like you’re waiting to fail. You’re not dead, which means you can get better. You’re not a mistake. You’re capable—and if you keep going the way you are, you’ll be more than that.
That’s all you’re getting. Don’t make a big deal out of it.
Talk of sex (particularly, NSFW headcanons); minors please don't interact with this...
Stardew Valley's Sebastian? That man is the kinkiest fucking bottom, that man wants to be tied up shibari-style and/or gagged.
If I had a nickel for all my masc babygirls that the fandom tends to depict as sexually dominant when they are Absolutely Not (at best they are a switch), I would probably be able to buy myself one of those SpongeBob-shaped ice creams.
Hollow Knight's Zote? Yeah, he talks a big game, but he's ultimate just a brat.
Demon Slayer's Aizetsu? Politely, WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU PEOPLE GETTING THAT HE WANTS YOU TO CRY AND CALL HIM DADDY??? Reverse that shit right this instant!
Thank the Player we understand what's up with the elsens though 🙏 my boyfails, ooooooooooo
Messy doodles I can't see myself finishing ; but some ideas for my OFF sona. I will not be explaining, the most you get is the second image where I put what lines refer to what drawing
The song here is "The Faulty Feline Philosphy" if you'd like the listen; I associate the entire song with Kitty
Do not use / repost / tag as kin,me,ID,fictive,etc, don't tag batter as selfship
