–– ( * ░ &&. ––– HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GORGEST !!!
oh my god so you’re eighteen now??? what the actual hell like i need a moment to fully process this, like i can’t even conjure up the right words to say without leaving everything out cause i genuinely don’t know where to begin or how to even start this? i feel like i’ve known you all my life cause your presence is so stable and like my world wouldn’t be my world or my life without you in it, like you’re not just anyone anymore you’re like legit apart of my life, like whenever we don’t talk or hear from each other it’s just such a foreign feeling to me?? my day genuinely feels strange and kinda odd and i really don’t like that, but at the same time that barely ever happens because we always find a way to talk to each other whether it be through long lengthy paragraphs that we reply to whenever we’re on, or us conversing at the same time regardless if it was for an hour or two, and that makes me happy that we have such a strong relationship and we’ve been going strong for what?? three years now??? which brings me to the next point, i can’t emphasize enough how proud i am of you and of everything you’ve done and accomplished these past few years, i’ve had the privilege of witnessing you grow up from that cute little girl who never knows when to say no to the beautiful and gorgeous and stunning young lady that you are now who realized her self worth and knows when to put herself first and honestly that’s so admirable and i’m so beyond proud of you. you have no idea. honestly. so i wish from the bottom of my heart, that this year brings you nothing and i mean nothing but ultimate joy and happiness, just like the sunshines and rainbows that you bring into my life every single day, and i hope you’re cherished and cared for just like the way you’re always looking out for me, and i hope you’re loved - so loved up to the point where you start puking hearts and glitter and chocolate and candy and all those good stuff, just like the way how you’re always making me feel wanted and loved and like i’m worth something, i hope you have the greatest of all birthdays, the happiest of all years, and i hope you find that one thing that always leaves you laughing and smiling, just like how i found my reason behind all of these things a few years ago when i first messaged you. thank you for always being there for me when i needed a friend, thank you for always listening to me ramble on and on about the stupidest of things and never shutting me up and just listening to me until i was done, even though some of these things aren’t in your particular interests, but you give me your all anyways and appreciate that a lot, so much you have no idea. you’re such a kind soul with the sweetest and biggest heart, thank you for simply being you and i honestly can’t wait to experience the rest of this year with you and watch you grow even more into the amazing person that you are today. may your day be filled with lots of love, sweets, joy, makeup, money, calum hood, cute boys, laughter and most importantly me. i can’t wait til we move in together and be the IT girls we were destined to be, and date all the cute boys in the world and drinking the best coffees and wearing the fanciest clothes. you’re my number one, always. happy 18th birthday lil nerd, i love you so much.
