@ofthehappygenerations continued from here.
❝Do you have anything useful to say?❞
Harry says, bitingly, an injured animal snapping at anything and anyone that stopped to help it. It wasn’t like there weren’t many people who tried to reach out to him and pull him back from the edge but he drove them back with the agility of a matador. He felt like the whole town was rubbernecking and watching him like he was a slow dreadful motor-crash. And he didn’t appreciate it.
He rests his head on the desk once more, eyes fixed on the familiar wood grain. He didn’t like leaving the office anymore. He was safe in his wood-paneled shag-carpeted kingdom. Here there were things to do, people to talk to, stimulus of many kinds. Home was a place of desolation where the only thing to do was think and the only thing to think of was them. Him and her. Especially him. God forbid he isn’t around if and when Cooper comes back.
That’s why he’s there, that’s why he’s stopped drinking, that’s why he’s sitting in his office even when he feels the sickest he’s ever felt. He has to be there in case something happens. It’s just that he feels so damn terrible today he wonders if Hank Williams wasn’t woofing when he insinuated you could die of a broken heart. It’s the hope that keeps him from dropping dead on the spot, sheer will power that keeps his heart pumping and his mind going.
❝Go find someone else to pick on, Albert. I’m not in the mood.❞











