To think that Kazuhiko would just.. hide from both of us for so long and then run off with some other girl hurts and infuriates me. I have never felt this before in my life, we died together so we could even be together in death, yet that seems to have been a mistake. In life, we were inseperable, and each other’s better half. I would never consider loving another soul, even after death and I have reason to believe my twin would feel the same.
There are two of us who have been here for a long time for god’s sake! To think Kazuhiko wouldn’t even consider either of us and never reach out to us and go off with some other girl.. there are no words to describe these feelings. I am sorry to my classmates to be so public about my feelings right now, but maybe some of you can empathize.
I suppose I can only hope he has a twin out there who is the man I actually loved, just searching for me. I think.. I refuse to truly and fully believe this is the man I once gave all of my love to. My Kazuhiko was my other half, a true and just lover, unselfish in his kindness for others, and a determined soul who never let anything get in the way of our love.