Jun 2
Shen Jiu died. There was no other universe, no new chance, no new life, no afterlife because that's not how life works. Or it does, and that was what he deserves. although it was the last 7 minutes of his brain.
And the only thing there was Yue Qi. Well, not just him. Because he could bear that. But he also saw Yue Qingyuan, the sect leader, and that was something Shen Jiu couldn't bear. Because why had his brain, in the last few moments, shown him the only person he loved hated so much? pathetic. really pathetic. shen jiu spent those last seconds despising himself a little more
#happy pride month...?#uh not for them#i hate them (with love)#yue qingyuan being the only person shen jiu ever loved#I also think that for shen jiu yue qi and yue qingyuan are two different people#it was easier for him because he wouldn't have to hate his qi ge#the only good person in his life#oh qijiu...#you were never meant to be happy#...that might have occurred to me while listening to Conan Gray#i love conan gray btw#i LOVE conan gray#yue qingyuan#shen jiu#qijiu#mxtx svsss#shen qingqiu#svsss angst