my friend is listening to tma and its making me so emotional over jon again. my friend pointed out that jon getting so into the stories kinda breaks their immersion sometimes and that his fear of spiders is a lil much considering what he reads all the time and im like. wohg.
he was so caught in it all that even the very first statement has evidence of his inevitable transformation. the eye held power over him even then, guiding his words.
he didnt even get a CHOICE ohhjskff. the web was there all along. the tape recorder he tried to go back for in the prentiss attack. aaa. the lighter. the table.
im just. ohg. his trauma really haunts him forever. once you know about it you cant even laugh at his season 2 paranoia because its like no dude i get it! and you were right! even the person you grow to care the most about LITERALLY stabs you. for good reasons but still!! its so. oh my god! him.