Oh Yeah, That.
Okay, I haven't talked about the fact that the documentary was postponed. That seems like something I probably should have mentioned as a side note. However, it happened on the same day that I found out Alec had died. So saying I was a little distracted, would have been an understatement.
They decided to stop the shoot for the time being, to be considerate towards my feeling, my mother's and just our family in general. Claiming to give us some time to grieve. And by some time; they decided on a few weeks.
I believe they said they'd be coming, maybe in November. I'm not sure, but somewhere around like the start. So, hopefully that's a thing.
Yeah, it's all kinds of fucked.
I guess my mind wasn't really in a place where I was thinking of the documentary, anymore. I know I started off like really gung-ho regarding it, but... No, not now.
I was so focused on Alec and everything that was happening there. That I couldn't be like, 'whoa is me. I don't get to be a star'. That kind of thing, I don't really care about. It's not something I ever really cared about. so, whatever I guess.
We'll start it back up whenever we start it back up. I don't even believe they finished their interview with my father. So, that's something we'll have to do as well. I didn't even get to start my interview and I don't think they even did my mom. So there's that too. Either way I'll keep you posted.
