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like what other way did you want me to interpret “you are the only light that shines on me i hear your word and now your word is mine” from the same man who has said “hitched my wagon to his star”, constantly refers to this unobtainable thing as a “north star” and the whole "and now the world is mine/take it" of it all.... jay cmon
matt on the criminally underrated podcast and exit we lyrics
"i need some attention cause mine is atrocious" is literally such an insane lyric like i need to think about this for a week. i've BEEN thinking about this for weeks. i feel insane
is matt your four leaf clover jay
okay so being alone and finding yourself, landing on the other side or coming to terms with a part of yourself you once feared. coming to this realization is both isolating (alone, lost) but also feels like finding yourself for the first time in a long long time, you're "alive" again.
dreaming of the drop of guillotine blade - intense shame/fear of his who he is or some part of who he is and his "execution" because of it
now because he's come to terms with who he is/the part of himself he no longer wants to hide the nightmares go away (literal or metaphorical) and likely he also no longer has the intense shame attached... no longer feels like he deserves punishment for who he is.
that's... hm. interesting. flight used as freedom or getting away in some other lyrics but jay also heavilyyyy relies on the ocean/waves/sailing as a mental journey too. in this it's more of an i don't want to run (fly) away from who i am, even though flight is an intrinsic part of who i am and how i've always been able to find myself through running away or constantly distracting myself with a new adventure (this is a bit of an embellishment of the interpretation of the lyrics on my end for sure maybe) but this time i know that to fly would be to hide myself and i don't want to do that anymore? okay.
rise. your heart is everything now. i will hear it beat like a roll of thunder
dragon new warm mountain i believe in you can be mattjay i say definitely smiling and not crying
