#oldgone

[vivid-su]

2016.08.10 I have no words to say........ #oldgone #newcome

[xuanami]

Sorry long time now see tumblr

Ok so I haven’t blogged in a awhile. But I’m back. Back and now even better. Been youtubing alot and getting inspired everyday (thanks to my fav British man with a sexy accent Matthew hussey). I’ve just realized that I’m a creator. What’s a creator you ask? A creator creates simple as that. With any resources I can create. No longer will the past be blamed for my misfortune or my inability to do something. I know I’m not the best but best I do my best! Summer is going great! Relaxing by the pool and catching up on some reading aka dat studying. Some goals I have in mind this summer is

1. Get in shape: my good friend Ayoub is training me. Hopefully I’m not dead by the end of it all. 😵 We’ve been doing alot of track stuff. This includes sprints, building core and upper body strength type of exercises. Oh and not to mention mosquitoes!!! lovely creatures if you ask me. Must love my blood because I have a whopping total of 10 bites :(. Talking about itchy. Lol

2. Study for the dat: ok so this whole dat is a Demy downer no doubt but I’m determined to get it right!! Relentless action you may say but that’s just what creators do. We pound on that door until we get it right. Once we get it right we can get it right every single time. Other opposite would be a waiter who only strikes lucky. If they lose it they don’t know how to do it again. You don’t have to worry about creators we always get resourceful no matter the circumstances.

3. Waking up early: so many things can happen throughout the day that I don’t have much time for the little things I wanted to do. Studying is perfect in the morning because there is no crying nephew because he’s asleep and there is no yelling mom because she is asleep. Just peace and quiet. I love it. And I’m ahead of the world I feel like. While everyone is sleeping I’m getting shit done haha. This might help me relax a bit. And not have to blame myself for not doing anything. Again I’m a creator! I make it happen I’m going to take action. Dental school I will be there soon. Taking some time to get there but I will soon enough ;) I’ll just keep knocking at that door until you let me in. (Not despite just serious) :)

Taking it to a whole new level. I’ll check back in and let you know how I’m doing. ;) laters!!