#omelasexile

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   There is no home-like place,

              no one is home,

no day of rest

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Now two weeks of wondering if I’m gonna drown in a hospital or have a new chronic condition.

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Been pouring from an empty cup for so long.

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How many years of loneliness does it take to reach breakdown territory?

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Once upon a 1st of January, 2015

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De paso

                     La estela no deja de ser oleaje,

   y las consecuencias

                           no se acaban al final.

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Insufficient. Everything and everyone is insufficient.

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My big "oh" this past year and a half is that I've never been anywhere where I was meant to stay. This probably explains why I've never felt homesick.

Every space I've ever inhabited is a space I had to leave, often for my own good. Either because they were temporary arrangements or because the space was harmful to me, I could never go 'home'.

I can never go back 'home'; I can only ever go 'away'.